The allure of someone new. Its exciting. The flirting. The banter. Slowly entwining into their lives. Learning their routine, asking about their day. They start to creep their way into your mind. So that they start to consume your thoughts. It's intoxicating. How dare you make me smile randomly through my day. To know i am being thought of. That he wishes for me to give him everything. Slowly. And willingly. Like enticing me out of my cave with crumbs. Making me open up. He wants me hungry for him. To crave him. For him to be under my skin and then ask for more.....
Slowly and cautiously I dip my toe in. The water is clear and warm. I see the beast calling me in from its depths. To swim with him in its sparkling lusciousness.
For now im happy just getting my feet wet. Im happy playing in the shallows..... until he pulls me deeper