Ice Girl's public thoughts.

Busy with medical school, wanted to update

As you know roughly two months ago I started medical school and everyone talks of how much studying and hard it is yet if you think you have a clue unless you did it your wrong.

I am in 6 courses and as per a contract I had to sign with the school 8 am to 5 pm everyday I have to be available for classes and speakers and events and that itself isn't all of it going to mandatory events and taking the vice president position of my cohorts diversity and equity committee generally means I am non stop busy.

A typical day is wake up 7 am shower eat do a little studying then by 8:30 go to class if I am lucky get out early at three but most days straight on till 4. Doesn't end there though you gotta do the course work maybe thats 3 hours gets you to 7 pm and what you're gonna go to bed without doing a little studying or review? Add in about 3 hours there and the 7am to 10pm when youy day finally comes to an end of your school commitments.

This has been going on pretty much everyday for me since January 5th

Of my current 6 classes 4 of them are A's One a solid B and I have been improving yet one course I am currently in danger of failing.

I am not proud of falling behind in one course but just the literal mountain of work wears you down.

I also got sick pretty bad leading into one of the tests and even though I was on antibiotics and had blood in my urine I dared not miss any classes for fear I would fall behind even more.

I have learned so much material technically how to treat roughly over 200 hundred conditions as well as the entier pathology science and exams behind all those conditions.

Yet the true amazing aspect is being able to do this while upset at the current state of the government the way it has declared war on trans people the poor and science has me at times so concerned about the future.

Yet I don't have time to be depressed I gotta finish this get my medical license and then I can more directly help people.

In general that might be the only thing holding me together.