Embarrassing confession ☃️
When I get sick I get so horny it is one if the only times I naturally feel such an urge with out everything being "perfect".
I could barely sleep last night because for the last few days I had an infection in my ear and well my ear was feeling wet and around 4 am I decided to put a q tip in just a little and it came out dripping with blood.
Turns out when I went to the urgent care I had such a massive ear infection that it has caused such swelling it actually strained my skin to the point of rupture.
Due to this I had also a very upset stomach today with the constant but slight trickle of pus and blood in the back of my throat dripping from my ear.
I was given some antibiotic drops they aren't worried that I need to be hospitalized but I am supposed to rest stay hydrated and take 4 of these drops every 6 hours for the next 5-7 days without fail. To kill the infection and keep the wound safe.
So all day today I been pestering my often more into sex than me girlfriend to have sex with me. Not in a rude way I respect consent but sorta like hey you know what would make me feel better?
Or you know when I'm sick I get naturally horny wanna you know have some fun.
She's been very practical no sleep drink take your meds rest and all that prudish logical conclusion.
It's not abnormal look it up many people get horny when they are sick. So what if I have a fever and my breath smells like blood because it's dripping down my throat making me wanna vomit.
Sure I feel like shit I have a very bad infection thats gonna take a few days to clear but I really want affection now snuggles and sex is that really so bad.
Food water vitamins the medication rest sure that might logically be more important but I never cared that much or I would have been seen by a doctor already.
I waited till it was unavoidable I had to go to the doctor and now I wanna make love and my girlfriend is all like rest and take it easy.
Sure have I been sleeping all day yeah I barely have the energy to sit up and write this post. When I got back from the clinic I passed out for almost six hours and when I got up now i barely have the energy to sit up and watch TV but I'd still be inclined to have sex with my girlfriend I'd find the energy somehow!
There are articles on this written I am not the only person who gets this way when they are sick.
The theory is it's a combination of orgasms feel good so we want them to forget the pain troubles, additionally there is a correlation between orgasms and a spike in immune responses and finally when people are sick they are often bored and there mind wonders.
Also for me I will personally add - wacky as I tend to be there are times I am more restraint in my opinions but when I'm sick do I really have the energy to overthink my feelings.
So here I am had to call out of work, fever, bleeding from the ear, constantly smelling blood and infection and my own girlfriend doesn't want me. Who wouldn't feel like crap. Hell chewing hurts as well because the swelling by my ear is close enough to the jaw.
Random thoughts?
Also why do doctors when they do an examination ask if touching somewhere hurts when you already told them the area effing hurts?
She touched exactly where I told her my ear was hurting and on pressing I cried out in a shreak as blood starts oozing out my ear landing on my shirt and then she chastises me for not coming in sooner.
Well maybe if it wasn't always such a miserable experience? I knew it was an ear infection I was just hoping it would go away if I ignored it 😭
Now I'm literally a bloody mess. Ugh