Ice Girl's public thoughts.

Max Heathen​(other male) - The more you resist and fight, the worse it'll get. If you want control over it, treat it more like a raging river... plan a course of routing the desires with means that give in without it over taking you, instead of trying to build a dam. It's part of reasons for some dynamics. A planned quick mild surrender with the aftercare of reinforcementing dominance. A person doesn't have to catch feeling to resolve a mutual need. Just advice. You know you best.
Personally to me, it sounds like you need combat sex or Primal/Prey/switch in a CNC atmosphere.

IceGirl​(switch female) - I am feeling revealed enough to say thank you for this I know that primal prey and a man dominating me with intense passion is perhaps my deepest desire I've ever had.

Yet I'm at war been at war from about 13 till a couple of weeks ago I had me interest in men under control i never gave a man so much as a sniff.

But now I'm going stir crazy my body is outraged it is considering this behavior tantamount to abusive.

I literally have been craving something for so long that its literally killing me. As everyone knows human nature is pretty much food fucking and shelter thats the core.

I have been fundamentally negelcting a core aspect to myself and my body's sick and tired of my bullshit. But I'm still resistant thus why I'm even on here at the point.

Max Heathen​(other male) - Something to ponder... is it your pride that is stopping you from discovering the part of you that is craving? We as a people tend to over think and this we come up with 1000 excuses/reasons to deny ourselves when its usually just an issue with pride. (Ex: I've been this way all my life, am I now wrong?) Nope.. you're evolving and that is healthy growth. Nor does it mean you have to change your core values. It's a need that arises now and then, just like me giving up my ass to a man. I don't find men attractive, I don't like they way they walk, talk, dress or act... yet when I need cock, I call up "John Doe". He fucks me silly and goes home. No feelings. Mutual consent and needs met. I go right back to being the me that I usually am without missing a beat. I do wish I could help ya more cuz I use to burn in the bones with sexual cravings... then I started to try them. Explore more & found out some of them was ok, others were better as a fantasy and some I follow consistently but... I no longer burn in the bones like that.