I haven't been definitively attractive for many years after a sexual assult and feeling horrible about my body I just needed to fade away.
This year I have reclaimed confidence in myself. I already lost 60 pounds and dropping more by the day. I am able to go on amazing jogs hikes and bikes. The composition positions flexibility and power of my body is here again.
Approaching people in a positive loving manner has been great and ontop of that getting support that i hadn't felt in awhile is huge for what little self esteem I have.
This time I am going to love honor and cherish my body by never giving up on myself again.
Its perfectly natural to wanna be an active exciting fun sexy female on top of all the other hats I wear. I just wish someone would play with me more it's never enough.