----DRAMA IS THE LACK OF INTEGRITY AND COURAGE.
My plan to go abroad, travel, teach English as foreign language is still sitting right in the middle of my brain.
Honesty is the only way for me. Sounds logical, but people have different ideas about what honesty looks like, sounds like.
I have met a total of 5 people that respected this concept. People will say yes, I want you to be honest. Only to find out, the truth for them is if what I say aligns with what is in their head.
I am a literal person, I have a large vocabulary which should trip the wire inside your head that I am/was a reader, a lover of the written word. I have not read any books in a long while. However, I am up on researching, what do you need to know? Lol, seriously!
I am good at looking at large amounts of data, collating, then reaching a conclusion.
If you want a bimbo, I'm not ever going to be that.
My ChooChoo is my best friend. Quite simply, I Love Her More Than Anything or Anyone On This Planet...
My family turned against me when crapdemic came around.
That's all there is to say on this subject.
*There is one more thing, just because I learned new information does not mean that I fall apart. The only thing that changed was my knowledge, if one thinks about when they discover something unpleasant about a family member, a friend.
I will be okay when I am in my own space.
I LOVE MUSIC & I LISTEN TO ALL KINDS, SOMETIMES REALLY LOUD.
I am somewhat reserved, although some here may not agree, but when it comes to sharing personal things, I'm not going to be a fountain. That would involve a dominant being vulnerable also)
With all the online interactions, people seem to feel that they can overstep. I wish you well, but you should stay away from me if you want to go with the fallacy routine (usually ad hominems).
*I will counter what someone says, isn't that a perk to being an adult, that I get to speak/write when I like not just when someone allows me to speak!!
But this does not equate to arguing.
⁰⁰I don't quit if I feel like I can change something, learn something, If there is a chance I will keep trying. This applies to many things in this life)
* The above paragraph seemed a little creepy? So here is my addendum.
*I want to be able to say that I did my best...
I don't cotton to fake anything including people.
A good way to get to know me is to be yourself. If you are a person who can't show emotion, laugh with me, or you don't like someone who tears up whenever she sees an animal in distress, I am not the person for you.
I want someone who will explore with me, but I'm not looking for a hook-up, a play date ( it would take a long time if that would ever happen).
I am looking for a relationship, one where we grow together, but I need someone who is patient. I'm not looking for a saint. I ask questions which has been described as argumentative. People who think this way are confused.
Please be 50 or older, at the very least no one under 40. I hesitate to assign a number because no two people are alike. I do not want to limit myself around an age, but a little common sense, so in the twenties and thirties, would most likely not be a compatible situation.
I'm not a dog so don't tell me you are going to train me.
I'm not a fan of conditioning , nudge theory , nor hypnosis. I do things because I want to do them, I enjoy doing them. I CAN compromise but that involves negotiation.
* I want someone who wants to be around me, laugh, we teach each other.
You will have to like me,.
The cold and arrogant dominant is just that.
If that's the only way someone knows how to Dom, perhaps you could learn some new skills!
If you are looking for a house maid, please keep going. I do not mind cleaning and helping around a household, but I do not live to clean.
*I actually like activities that I can see my work. Why? I enjoy seeing the fruits of my labor.
I would rather mow the grass, pull weeds, dig in the dirt, unload some top soil for a special spot, then put some mulch in, maybe put some some sod out. (Sniggling)
*Sniggling is a fun word.
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