Frenetic Misery of Heartache by Tori
Each moment shared, you burrow
Deeper into my heart
Each nuzzle against me
Profanely defiles my solitude
Yet each night, I have to say farewell
Leads to paroxysmal convulsive hysterics
Tears like acid streaming down my face
Burns leaving no remedy or solace
Siren song of another day cannot abate
The horror of here and now without you
I sit wondering if it was just a dream
A lonely soul willing to be duped
The diaphaneity of your flesh
So elegant and tender
Being pulled from your embrace is jarring and shockingly hypnotic
I can but hyperventilate
You grab my face
forcing me to look upon my goddess
You beg me to breathe
I initially resist
My body in full panic from
The emotional torment of separation
So anxiety-inducing -- I can't control it
Farewells are so vicious, my nightmare is reality
I am now separated from you.
Astray to the darkness, I go
You notice the breaking shred of sanity
Demanding I breathe with you
Allows me to mimic breathing again
Once the fear of my imminent
Vertiginous syncope is weathered
You steady my body against yours
Contact now more a taunt than respite
There is no pardon from this moment
Time can never heal this wound
I can't forget this injustice
clawed into my mind
I hopelessly ponder
When you shall torment me again
With the temporary bliss of your presence
For every moment apart reveals to me
A cost to be paid unlike another
The Frenetic Misery of Heartache
