You know, I think the hardest thing in life at times is to acknowledge that sometimes who you are isn't who you thought you were.
Life is a process and change is constant, so obviously, there is also going to be change in oneself and when that change comes one has to be daring enough to allow it to happen and not to hold fast to the past.
Not even a year ago was the first time I had stepped foot in a public, kink space in over a decade and although there have been ups and downs in general, I would have to say it is a good change of pace was to my life and I am glad.
Things I would have done differently. I definitely would have been more selective about who I played with and tried to keep my ADHD in check more. I don't mean to be so annoying to people.
I enjoy long, deep conversations with really cool people. I feel there isn't enough of that to go around. Many people in my local kink community are that way in spades. Sure, kink is fun and all but nothing gets me more excited then an opportunity to make a new friend, or learn something new, or be challenged in some way.
