Ice Girl's public thoughts.

My girlfriend showed her inner sadistic nature.

Her child nephew wanted to play his new monopoly game for the holidays and he was so cute about.

She tried to swindle him out of his money with bad trades and I had to beg him to reason.

He eventually got tired of the nonsense and went to bed but that was when the real pain began.

She didn't even want to play so I thought it would be over however she had other plans.

Brought up the rule book on her lap top and then started to make us bid on his property dollar by dollar for nearly an hour.

I offered the draw since the reason we were playing a game neither of us liked was for the child.

But no she wanted to vring the pain for emotionally draining her in the first place by encouraging a game if monopoly.

Then it began as she slowly but surely just kept egging me on and I was in tears asking her if she loved me she would ket me out of this purgatory.

She said it's fine if you quit and ket me win but my obsession with winning and the fact we were in near even positions so she wasn't even that ahead I couldn't quit.

I mean she was probably favored but it is monopoly one bad roll she could lose and i had the green monopoly and the trains she had the red and purple so it wasn't a lost cause.

But we both hate Monopoly and I am tired I drove hours today to vist her and her family not to be a monopoly hostage.
Finally when i was in tears she pulled me close and even touched me inappropriately hy her sleeping mom and asked me if like monopoly now.

As I am writing she wanted to make sure I posted how she was licking my tears and told me it was her favorite part of the day.

She told me the only way it stops is if I say the safe word.

I have told everyone who played with my personal safe word is Zamboni I honestly can't remember the last time I have used it usually it's for others.

I mean I had someone almost hospitaliz me when they effed up with fire and I was whatever.

But this I couldn't do it for hours and hours monopoly has no end gate it could have been all night long and we both hate it so to offer us salvation I was willing to say the safe word and collapse in her arms crying.

Now we are in bed you could say why wouldn't I take the L in monopoly and just leave before it got this bad but I couldn't do it my odd to win were still to high to quit and I hate quitting when I have a winning position.

She keeps telling me I have signs of autism I don't know about that but this clearly obsessive compulsive tendencies.

I am exhausted I need to sleep she crushed me for real.