I have had to many of these....
When I think of you I think of things that will never be. Like your hand holding my hands above my head, your other hand around my throat your mouth close to my earas you whisper you belong to me don't you and you always will. The shiver that runs down my spine until I realize it will never be.
Things like this run through my mind.
I think of your handsome my body lightly touching then caressing the touch becoming harder, pulling at my flesh, grabbing, pinching and an occasional slap or nibble. I think of the bruises your hands would leave on my body and it thrills me. It will never be.
I think of you tying to the bed. Unable to move as you use me as you wish, maybe a crop or a flogger. Leaving your marks on my body. But this will never be.
I think of you between my legs look down and see your eyes looking up at me. You send me over the edge. I think of the bruises you leave on my thighs either from your bites or your fingers pulling my tightly closed thighs apart. I know this will never be.
I think of you plunging your cock into me hard and deep. Riding the edge of pleasure and pain. I know it will never be.
This is what I think about. We know it will never be.
I think about belonging to you and you alone and you belonging to me and me alone, no need for either of us to have others. I know it will never be.
Yes i crave you but we both know it is only temporary and will never be.
It's sad that it will never be.