So after a disappointing end to my last encounter, (which was not the slave training I mentioned in the last post but rather some Little Training), I took a month or so away from theCage and just BDSM in general. I tried to find people over "traditional" dating sites, irl, so on, and... well. Lets just say it didn't work out either. So I'm back.
I don't know what to do. It doesn't seem like I'm destined for someone. I'm not happy with myself, and maybe that shines through, so no one can be happy with me either because I am not happy with myself.
It's weird, I get all these messages from Doms but none of them want to find out the real me. I thought I had met a guy today who actually wanted to know the real me but after talking for about an hour, he disappeared on me. Ghosted. Like I don't even matter. :'(