So this all started when I was around 19-20. a little background, i was always the bullied and abused. Never having any power or control over basically anything in my life. Having to give up on a possible future to help support my family, which I didn't mind too much, but still. Lack of control.
Well i was searching around the internet bored as hell one night. And i came across a site by the name of omegle. Now omegle has gone down over the years, mostly bots and people selling pics, but thankfully i found it when it was amazing, and i loved every second of it. I quickly found the sex section and went there most of the day. I didn't take me long to find out about roleplaying as well.
Now since i was still new to the world of kink i was more than willing to play any role. I mostly just wanted to please the person and try to find someone to play with for more than an hour. And i did find a few people to talk with and learn more, explore more, and hang out with a lot more. It really helped me come out of my shell and be able to express myself more.
Now most of the women i talked to wanted to me to be dominant while they wanted to be the submissive. I found this amazing. I was fascinated, and, amazed and, wanted to learn more. So that's what i did. Whichever kink the girl wanted me to do i went and researched afterword's. Bondage, anal, Public, little, degrading talk, humiliation, Temperature play, orgasm control and so on. I was fascinated with it all and wanted to learn so much more.
As i did my research i noticed my roleplaying getting better. Then i got my first online submissive. I was obviously very new and didn't know much of what to do. And I am ashamed to admit that I was basically just giving stupid tasks and ordering her to sent picture or video evidence.(i can just hear the comments now). Obviously it did not last long at all. Im surprised she lasted a week. But obviously she left cause I was just being a horny prick. The next few i was doing the same thing and soon realized that my approach to all of this was wrong. So i did what i do best...learned
I went online and found what a Dom is supposed to do. I learned that there are several types of Doms and I needed to find out my style and needed to explore more.
And i think ill leave it here for now.
