Hello Friends :-)
Just checking in with yet another kinky experience for the books. Let me explain:
As I’ve been learning what I like through the BDSM lifestyle, I’ve made it a point to pair with partners I deem compatible to my personality & interests. I have come to realize myself as a Switch (sub-lean), Brat & Masochist lover who enjoys restriction & rigging (results courtesy of the BDSM test).
I came into contact with a friend I never really got to know since I went off to college & we reconnected over break. He showed me a good time as we (safely) danced the night away on New Years night with champagne & good vibes surrounding us. The mix of his intense glances & smiling face made my stomach flutter every time—I wanted to get closer. I kept him on his toes on the dance floor with my whining waist & teasing touch. It was all fun & games until he was behind me with his hand on my throat & I was a puddle of heat in his hands. He had me right where he wanted me & I wanted him.
So, me being a bad b!tch, I decided to have him.
I’ll keep the stark details out for carpal-tonal avoidance purposes, but honestly it was in the details for meeee. Guys usually act timid or oversell their confidence around me, but not him. He kept a strong poker face that made me wonder what he would do next, & I was in for quite a surprise. I assumed he wasn’t game, but for every smart mouth thing I had to say his athletic build, much stronger than mine, overpowered me as he took me from the top. & he didn’t stop despite my cries of pleasure. It was rough, all friendliness out of the window. He knew he had control over my body & made me feel everything—I liked that so much. *chef’s kiss*
I had received compliments on my beauty throughout the night from other people, so he turned me to face towards the mirror taking shots from the back. He pulled my head back with my hair wrapped around his hand & his deep voice grunted into my ear, “Look.” as I watched him almost punish me for the attention I’d caused. Literal tears in my eyes wow what a beautiful nightmare :’).
So yeah! I’m definitely a fan of the sadism category & that guy may or may not be my soulmate now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Lol I’m only matching my energy with people who are fine, kinky & fun to be around all 2021. Ever since I have allowed myself to be sexually liberated I have started to love it here. We shall see what endeavor is next! (hoping for rope play hmm)
🥂 cheers
xx