Master's Sub-Lime, I belong to Master

So Sunday I had a truly life-changing orgasm experience. I mean, it was crazy amazing!

I was horney... ( What else is new? I'm a slut. LoL ) and I kept edging and hinting to Master that I was feeling very needy. Master was mildly amused by my desperation and decided to play a game with me.
Master said he was going to take a shower and I should keep edging while he was in the shower. He told me everything he was doing as he was doing it and I was getting more and more excited!! I could hear the water running and as he got ready to hang up he added the cherry on top... Master said he might call me on a video chat, so I would be able to see him. Or, he might not. Master might be fully dressed, or fully naked. Maybe he'd call me as he got dressed, I had no clue what I might get and then he hung up and I waited for Master to shower and call back.

As I waited I kept edging, oiled my body, and put in my remote toys.
( A large anal plug and a vibrating "egg") Master finally called and it was a video call!! 😄 :) My Master is built like a man needs to be built! I'm talking, well built and well endowed! 😄 :) So I of course enjoyed the view very much! After a few minutes, Master took control of my toys and I was dripping and moaning! A few minutes Master put me under hypnosis and told me to cum, which I did in a few seconds. But something happened and I had to take care of something vanilla quickly. Master let me but he did not stop the toys! He kept me on edge as I took care of it and when I came back he turned it on high but did not call me back.
I messaged him over and over saying "I belong to Master." Over and over I had to keep going, Master has taught me to say that phrase when I'm being used and I love getting to say it!
Finally, after what felt like an eternity Master called me and he kept playing with the toys. I felt like I was going crazy! I was panting, dripping, and sweating as Master kept tormenting me. Finally Master gave me permission to cum, but I couldn't quite do it. So Master kept going as he admonished me for not cumming on command. He was not mad, just kept me in my place. Master kept playing with me, talking with his sexy voice... Mmmmm, his voice could melt the clothes off any woman! Finally, he gave me the chance to cum again, and this time I was able to. I came hard and Master kept going, Master told me to cum again and I did. It was longer than most I've had before and I came a third time almost as soon as the last one ended. Soon the orgasms were melting together into a wave of pleasure I was being drowned in! As soon as one ended another started. It was heaven, it was so amazing! It was painful but it was soooooo good! I felt like I was floating! I was high on Master and pleasure! I could not help but glow! After it was over Master stayed on the phone with me even though he had something else to do. He stayed with me and made sure I was okay. That meant the world to me knowing he was watching over me as I came down from that high of twenty two orgasms.

Slave E, I belong to Master

Tonight was another of many very special and unique experiences with Master. 

I was watching porn and Master was listening to my reactions, (Enjoying my screams of shock LoL) but one of the videos triggered something inside me and I began to gag. 

At first, Master was worried and a bit confused as I sat there struggling not to throw up. He asked me a couple of times what I had seen to make me react like that. 

After I caught my breath I explained the event that I had gone through that was triggered by a video of something similar to what had happened to me. 

Master sat there very patiently and listened as I relived that moment from my past. He let me get it all out, heard every detail of that painful memory... Didn't interrupt me or try to push me to hurry up and finish. Master just listened to me. Master was there for me as I opened up and told him something I've never told anyone. When I was done Master spoke softly to me and told me that part of my life was over, all in my past and it's behind me now. I never have to worry about anything like that happening again.

I'm safe now. 

Master told me he would always be there for me, he'd listen when I needed someone to talk to, he'd be there for me in ways no one else ever had been before. 

I am safe. 

I am protected. 

I am owned. 

I belong to Master. 

For the first time in my life, I've been gifted with someone who actually cares about me. 

Slave E, I belong to Master 

Recently I've gotten a ton of messages from guys asking me if I'll be their slave girl. 

I don't get it. Are they blind? Do they only look at my pictures and get so hot they don't see that I'm owned? Please, guys... Read a woman's profile all the way first and then if she's available and you want to talk to her be respectful. 

And it's not even like they are asking me respectfully for anything and just happened to miss that I am owned. No, they just contact me and start demanding things. Or they begin with some sleazy line and when I ask if they knew I was taken they say yes but then tell me how I need them more than what I have. 

I would like to make this VERY clear to everyone.

I belong to Master.

My Master is my everything.

Without Master, I truly would be nothing. 

Master trusts me. 

Master cares about me. 

Master has given me everything. 

Master believes in me.

When the world threw me away as something worthless Master picked me up and showed me I'm not worthless, Master gave me the gift of seeing it's ok to be me. 

By becoming his slave I have found freedom. 

This is not something I want to lose. 

Slave E, I belong to Master

So I have just had the most incredible night of my life! I'm talking like absolutely incredible!! You have no idea how amazing a night it was! I had no idea that there could be such pleasure on this earth! Holy fucking wow!

So, what could have given me this incredible, eyes rolling back into my skull, mind bending, soul leaving my body, experience?
That would be my Master. In admission to Master's many talents he is also an excellent hypnotist.
Last night Master decided to give me a reward, he told me to be ready. To have a towel ready to soak up my squirt... I was so excited all day long, I could not stop thinking about what Master might have planed!

When the time was right Master had me lay down and he started me out just breathing with him, it was so relaxing and very calming to just be able to lay down and relax as I listened to his voice. After a few minutes of this he put me under hypnosis, I remember the feeling of falling through space till I found myself laying in a bed, but it wasn't my bed. I heard him telling me to hold out my hands, so I did. I felt the cool touch of metal on my wrists as handcuffs locked on them. My legs spread and I felt them being tied so that I would not be able to close them.
I struggled as I tried to move, my hips twist around as I squirmed. Then I saw the men... My kidnappers, they came closer to me and I could feel them running their hands over my body. Fingers slipping inside me and hands running up my breasts as I kept trying to move.
I watched as they all started to unzip their pants, then suddenly my head was tipped back and I felt a someone holding my jaw as they began thrusting down my throat! My clit was being rubbed hard and I could feel fingers thrusting inside me hard and fast. The fingers pulled out and I felt a cock take it's place as I was fucked hard! I wanted to struggle but I loved it too much, plus being tied the way I was I was completely helpless! I heard Master telling me to cum and my body obeyed his voice, I came on command three times before Master pulled me up and asked me how I was feeling and how I was enjoying myself. We only talked for a minute before I was back under and getting tied up in the back of a van. As I was bouncing around in that van I got fucked more, squirting and cumming Master brought me back up out of it once again as I was in the middle of an orgasm, telling me I could not stop mastrabating. As I came out of it I was still rubbing my clit and thrusting my fingers furiously!
Master told me I could keep having orgasms and I didn't need to ask permission but, I had to count them off and I had to have one every ten seconds. If I didn't cum before Master got to ten, I had to stop. I had already had seven orgasms... But I am a very greedy slut, and when Master offers the gift of cumming as much as possible I jumped on it! I rubbed and fingered till my hands were aching, I grabbed a near by toy and started with it. Pounding into myself as hard and as fast as I could, counting off orgasm after orgasm! When I got to number nineteen I was starting to wear down and I just couldn't do it.

As I lay there trembling and gasping, I could not stop smiling. I felt so happy, relaxed, sore... Ohhhh so sore! I couldn't stop saying I belong to Master as I lay there.

Slave E, I belong to Master

I am so happy with Master's picture this week! When I saw it I was blown away by how sexy and erotic it was! I was able to make a story that Master enjoyed and it didn't need a lot of corrections. I've struggled a lot with spelling and proper punctuation, thankfully Master has been working with me a lot to make sure I don't present a badly down story. 

Here's the link, tell me what you think! 

https://www.deviantart.com/fixpixart/art/The-Trade-894997498

Slave E, I belong to Master

Edging. It's wonderful, it's hard. It's Heaven, it's Hell. You can't get enough and yet sometimes just once is more than enough to have you going nuts! 

So what is the reasoning behind it? Why do we do it? How can bringing yourself to the edge of pleasure over and over, then denying that release bring you any pleasure? 

I will tell you how it is for me. At first, it was hard, and I do mean hard to get into masturbating without the pleasure of letting myself cum. At first, I felt confused about it, but the more I've done it the more I understand it. It keeps me wet and ready, it keeps me alert and wanting more. I'm always craving my Master and I listen more attentively. It helps drive me to get my work done faster and to always do my very best. It drives me to be me. I feel more open to who I am, and I've had to stop myself a few times from walking up to my mom and saying something like...

"Mom, I am owned by Master. I am his slave and part of it is I am his sex slave."  

I will probably tell her this one day, but the time just isn't right. 

Edging daily has given me confidence. It's made me stronger and it's allowed me to know my body. I've learned what gives me pleasure and what makes me wet. I don't feel ashamed of who I am anymore. I welcome it! 

I'll admit at first I cried a few times, I thought it wasn't fair that Master could cum whenever he wanted but I had to wait. I wasn't allowed to ask if I could be given an orgasm, that's not a very submissive way to act.

( A few men before Master would have me beg and whine for an orgasm, like a dog waiting for a treat, but that just didn't quite feel right. ) 
But I grew to understand it more and my eyes have slowly opened more to why Master has done this with me. He wanted me to see it was ok to be myself. He gave me what I have craved so hard all my life. I have wanted a master to control me. I have wanted a man to give and take orgasms from me as he saw fit. 

Slave E, I belong to Master 

Hi everyone! I know I haven't been posting very much here lately. But I've had a lot of things happening! Some good and a few not so good but for the most part it's been very good. 

I am so thankful to Master, he has given me a huge opportunity! So my Master is an artist. He makes amazing 3D pictures! I'm talking like, crazy good pictures! And over the past few months, my Master has been letting me help him more and more, including letting me write short little stories for his pictures!

I'm excited to see what people think of his pictures, also a little curious to hear a little feedback on the stories too LoL

Here's a link to the website and picture, let me know what you think, please. 

https://www.deviantart.com/fixpixart/art/Caged-Display-894208690

I belong to Master

Oh wow, I was going over some of my old blog drafts and I found this one. LoL I don't deal with periods anymore but I still think this should be posted. 

Yep, it's that time of month again for me. I'm curious. Ladies after the cramps stop or ease up do you get as horny as I do? 

I've been telling Master how much I've been craving cock all week, and tonight he gave me the chance to show him just how bad I needed to be fucked. 

Master gifted me 10 orgasms. 😊 

I got my biggest anal toy and biggest dildo and I had both of my holes filled! 

He was walking around a store at one point, and I tried to keep quiet as he was talking to people in the store but I couldn't stay silent. I finally was begging him to let me cum. I felt like I was so loud who ever was around him must have heard me! 

I still can't close my legs but it was worth every second of it!!! 

I belong to Master 

This month has been very stressful for me, several big things have hit me hard but then there was something a little smaller that hit me. I had to go to the ER for some stitches, I had told Master what happened and everything in a message but he was at work at the time so he wasn't able to talk to me until I was actually in the treatment room getting taken care of. As soon as he called I immediately picked up my phone and said, "Yes Master?" as I have been taught. He stayed with me on the phone and I was able to relax and stay calm and I got through it. 

I am so grateful for Master. 

I struggled for a while right before that and after that with doing my responsibilities and I finally made myself talk to Master about it. I did not want to admit defeat. I could not tell him I was struggling to do things as smoothly as he dose. I felt a little like I might be stupid since I wasn't as skilled as him, but I kept reminding myself he has had almost 20 years of experience where I have only just started. Plus I had an injury that makes it difficult ( not impossible ) to do the tasks I'd promised Master I would. He said something that is still echoing in my head... 

" I know you're struggling, but I am so proud of you. The woman I met several months ago would never have asked for help. But you have grown and you can do it. I know you are facing a lot of changes and challenges and I'm not going to lie to you, but you will have more challenges and changes and they will get harder. But know this, you are not alone anymore."  I know I will get through this. I know I can. Master is there for me and he believes in me! He knows I can do it, he sees my potential and he will not let me give up, this makes my devotion to him just keep growing more and more. 

Slave E, I belong to Master! 

I've seen some submissive women and some slaves have been doing blog posts about how they are getting ignored get and no replies from their Dominants or Master's and how they are going CRAZY from no contact. I've been guilty of it too in the past.

I have a bit of advice to give on this subject. And PLEASE note!! Each dynamic is different, each man is different and each woman is different! I'm sure everyone has different levels and each relationship is different, like I would assume a submissive wife and mother would get a few extra "rights/abilities" for instance. This is just a bit of advice and what works for me and I think it can help a lot of other submissives out there, hoping to save a few heartaches. 

When you start to talk with someone, make it clear with them about the contact rules. For me, I am not allowed to call my Master, but I may send him messages on a messaging platform we both found worked well for us. However, I am NOT to bug him for attention. This is a gift from him to me, not something I am to expect or beg for it, or even feel mad that I didn't get it. 

To some of you you might not think it's fair. After all you have equal rights as a woman and you want to have respect, right? Ummm, girls... If you have given someone that special power over you and you enjoy that, then you need to except what goes with it and that's he has the control. This is not some little wimp that's goofing off playing video games, this isn't your boyfriend in high school, This Is your MASTER. There is no switch you can turn off and on for this lifestyle. If you give someone control then you need to sit back and take all that goes with it. 

Now to the men, make it CLEAR what they should expect from you! Once, and only once I kind of bugged Master to message me, like he had done every night at the same time for weeks. He responded and had a talk with me, he told me he had not said anything about it before so I was not in trouble since I did not know it was not allowed. But after he told me what I was and was not allowed to do, I felt better and knew if he didn't message me that it was going to be ok. But I knew to expect that. When I didn't hear from him next, I wasn't going nuts with worry and self doubt and a lot of other emotions. 

Please remember that a lot of submissive women had something very traumatic happened to them at one point or another. A lot of women have been criticized and had people refuse and reject them in every way shape or form concerning communications. So there will be some insecurities. If the dominant have given the submissive the right to message whenever she feels like it, that means you are OK with her doing so, and you must consider how she feels and will perceive having been given that as a privilege. If you don't want to be messaged a million times a day, then make it a rule for her. And if you are given that rule then you need to respect it! 

So please, don't pester your Doms, and Doms, make sure your slaves know what to expect regarding the way you communicate. 

I belong to Master