I want to be here to help other women as they start out in this lifestyle.
I've made some bad decisions and I've done some things I wish I'd never done, but at the same time I'm glad I started out and I'm glad I stuck with it.
If I had given up then, I never would have met my amazing Master.
I am sooooooo grateful for him!
If it wasn't for Master, I'd have never gotten to become the submissive I am today.
My Master saw in me who I really am, when others only saw to take advantage of me.
I have talked to quite few so called masters and doms. It just didn't feel right.
They either started making ridiculous demands right away or other never got anywhere and just talk. They had no clue how to get me to submit, how to get me feel that unique feeling.
I was told at one point that I was a switch, that I was a natural at it, but this never gave me much satisfaction, it was just a temporary patch. At the time, it was nice to explore this idea and I learned a few things, but I know now that's not really me.
I was searching for something, for that crazy-scary-horny-orgasmic feeling.
I knew that I need something, that I need to search for that feeling that would make me feel whole, that would complete me. I never knew what it was, I just knew I need to find it.
Then, I started talking with this guy. From the start he taught me things about this life style that I never knew. He never made any demands. He did not claimed me. He just took the time to get to know me and saw what I really crave. He showed me everyday things that I never even thought possible. He effortlessly makes me feel a hundred feelings at the same time. If you never felt that before, you can't even imagine.
Everything felt so natural, so normal. I can not get enough of Him. He is not only an amazing Master, but an amazing person. He is a true artist. He is amazing in everything he does.
I am a submissive at heart and now I have a wonderful Master for life.
All I can I hope now is that I could help some other submissive soul to find her true path.