Monday was the start of my two-week challenge, I will be keeping everyone updated as I go through this. So yesterday Master and I were talking and I was very excited, I mean wildly horny! I kept masturbating and edging as we spoke and just all in all very aroused. After a while, I said something along the lines of I really wanted to use my remote control wand vibrator. But I shouldn’t because I needed to not use it. I went back-and-forth talking and rambling till finally, Master said "Well I think you should use it. But here’s the deal if you use it today you have to use it for one hour and for one hour every day for the next two weeks . Also for the duration of those two weeks, you will not be allowed an orgasm. You must use the vibrator directly on your clit and not have an orgasm during an hour of stimulation, all while talking with me."
"Or you can choose not to use it and have the possibility of an orgasm at any time I choose to allow it, but I may or may not allow you to have an orgasm. You could go weeks or even months without one if you choose not to use the vibrator, anything if you do choose to use it there is no guarantee you will get one at the end of the two weeks. Your only guarantee is if you use it now you will not be having orgasms during a two-week period."
This was a hard decision for me. Part of me wanted desperately to play with the vibrator even though I knew I would not be allowed to cum and part of me desperately wanted not to in hopes of getting more orgasms. I was really leaning towards not doing it but at the same time, I could not make that choice. After all, I’ve had over 45 orgasms just last week, so I should theoretically be able to go without for two weeks. Plus how can I be so selfish as to deny my Master watching me struggle and go without pleasure? I know he enjoys watching me suffer and I could not deny him that pleasure. Yet my greedy slut self really wanted the potability of more orgasms. My cunt kept telling me not to do it but my heart and my mind kept telling me I need to choose to go without for two weeks. I kept asking questions to make sure I had all the details right. And I thought about it hard for a minute more. Master said he was surprised I was taking so long and it was such a difficult choice for me. He said he was sure I would’ve quickly chosen to have the chance at more orgasms, he said he was shocked at how seriously I was considering going without them.
I just sat there staring at the vibrator in my hand and I took a deep breath and told Master I have decided I will take the two weeks. He told me all right, and then he said you know what to do. I turned on the vibrator and put it on my clit.
Within a few minutes, it became a struggle not to have an orgasm. After just 10 minutes I was sobbing. Squirming. Every muscle clenched as I try to hold back, Master stayed on the phone with me and listen to me suffer, and Master kept adding to my heightened sense of arousal.
During my hour of torment Master and I kept talking, well he talked and I struggled to count off how many times I reached the edge. I think and hope Master enjoyed hearing me struggle not to cum, when he could tell I was very close to losing it I could hear him tell me “You better not“ and I was able to hold back. When it became very difficult I would repeat out loud “I belong to Master. I can do this.“ I was clawing at the sheets and struggling not to move at all. Is it near the end Master said this will change you in some way or another. Master said I don’t know if you'll be able to do it but if you do complete this task your body will be changed forever. And even if you don’t you will be changed. If you do not succeed there will be punishments, and note I said punishments plural. You will be punished multiple times if you can’t do this.
This didn’t scare me like it was a threat or anything. I felt glad to know I would be punished if I did something wrong. And at the same time, it helped me reinforce that I could not fail Master.
I made it through the hour. But it was hard. I was on the edge of orgasm about 125 times, possibly more.
Master said he could see I had changed, and we started talking about something that happened very recently.
My Master is talented in a very wide variety of things. Among these things, Master has created quite a few erotic hypnosis videos. These videos are amazing! But the one in particular that had the biggest change on me was a very special one.
This video was made specially, Master made it for the virtual reality headset and it was a video of himself. I was told to kneel as I watched it. As I was there on my knees watching it I saw my Master for the first time right there in front of me! I kept reaching for him, eager to touch him and serve Master in any way I could!
When the video was over I couldn’t get up. I just stayed on my knees clinging to something very special Master had given me in the video.
( I’ll give more details about this video in another post. )
I was changed that day. I got to meet my Master virtually and I could not have been happier.
Slave E, I belong to Master
