Well, this was a lot harder than I could have ever imagined.
I've been using this kind of vibrator for many years now, and I must say that this is the hardest struggle I've ever had to control the pleasure it can bring.
Lucky me had gotten "stranded" in a fairly empty parking lot and had to wait for my friend to come to give me a hand, I was looking at a 4 or more hour wait. So I did what any slut in my place would do, I started to masturbate in the parking lot. 😄 I was so glad my car had blacked out windows LoL
I lay down the seats in the back of the car and crawled into the back, dropped my jeans, and pulled out my wand. (Yes, I keep it and other toys in my purse.) I took some pictures and videos for Master as I got started. I played with myself for a little bit but I didn't really need to since I'm constantly wet and ready. Then I put the wand between my legs, made sure it was snuggly in place and my piercings were placed on the sides. (Those can really hurt if they are twisted.) I looked around to make sure I wasn't giving anyone a free show, then I turned it on high. Mmmmmmmmmmm! It felt so good! I quickly found myself squirming and moaning as I got to the edge over and over. I even pulled my shirt down and started to play with my nipples as I kept going. It was maddening yet it was heaven! I loved it and hated it at the same time. And I think I kind of flooded Master with pictures and videos as I was doing it.
My challenge is that I am to use the vibrator on high for one hour with no interruptions, but I was, unfortunately, interrupted and had to stop, I kind of dreaded having to start over later that night but at the same time was excited about it because Master would be able to enjoy it. I struggled back into my clothes quickly and let the car air out as I finished waiting to get "rescued".
When I got home that night I waited as long as I could but Master was unable to "enjoy" my struggle with me and so I had to do it alone.
I lay down and I got ready to start, but this time there was no pleasure. The vibrator didn't really do anything pleasant for me. It didn't feel good or bad, it was just there. I tried watching porn and that didn't really do anything for me. I played with my nipples, nothing. I just wasn't feeling like I was getting to the edge at all, so I reached for my VR headset to see it the porn on it would get my juices flowing and that's when it hit me.
I felt like I exploded! My cunt was contracting hard and I was spraying so much I was scared I was flooding the bed and the wand, plus the vibrations were splashing it all over me!
I started to cry.
It took me a few minutes to calm myself before I was able to message Master to let him know what happened. But it was so late at night Master was in bed at that point and he did not see my message until the next morning.
On Sunday mornings Master will generally call me, but this Sunday he did not. I woke up to Master messaging me as he asked me what had happened. I was shaking and crying as I typed out and told Master what had happened. I got the first part of my punishment, Master told me I would not be getting my usual call from him that morning in addison I would not be allowed to mastrabate. I was sad but accepted it knowing I deserved it and so much more.
My day passed slowly as I watched the clock and fought with myself not to feel destrate. Master knew it was a hard challenge and he knew I probably was going to struggle with it so I should stop feeling so miserable. Shit happens and Master knows that. But I still felt very upset and disappointed in myself, and I had overwhelming feelings of guilt.
I can't tell you how happy I was when Master sent me a small little video later that afternoon! I knew I was still in trouble but that small video gave me that bit of reassurance that everything was going to be ok.
Later that night Master called me and he wanted more details about what had happened and I struggled not to cry as I told him. He was very patient with me and asked several questions to make sure he understood everything that had happened and knew all the facts before he decided on my punishment.
As we talked Master told me I had not really had an orgasm.
When Master asked me about what had happened and I was telling him, I mentioned that the "orgasm had not be pleasurable at all. Yet I had squirted. Master then asked me about the color of my squirt and if it had a smell. Turns out my bladder could not hold back anymore and it emptied, in doing this I also had a strong muscle spasm due to the vibrator being down there on high at the same time.
I was very happy to know I had not cum! But a little sad when Master told me that I would not be doing any more edging and that I needed to put all my toys away. I would not be playing with myself for a while.
Slave E, I belong to Master