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Dirty 30s

Exploring the bdsm life as a single 30 something after 8 years of vanilla. Making my way thru dating, friendship, family life and trying to find an owner.
3 years ago. November 23, 2020 at 6:25 AM

Hey kink family♡

This is my second entry. I hope this entry finds all of you well. Well I want to discuss what I call my dark side and my family.

Now keep in mind, I grew up I guess would be lower middle class in a very small Indiana town. In this town everyone knew everyone and your business. I have always have seen myself as both and insider and outsider at the same time. Everyone was either Catholic or Baptist where I grew up so getting pregnant at a young age was frowned upon and yet in a way encouraged. 

 

Now I was a transplant into this small town. I always wanted a life outside of little Hazard Indiana. Yes, I was an all varsity athlete and cheerleader, but I was also the one who wanted to leave and never come back. I didn't do that until 3 years ago and I can say I've only been back 10 times in 3 years and good riddance. 

 

So, now to my family. My dad, mom and step-dad are very closed minded. Its vanilla all the way with them. My stepmom, well let's say she's had a bit of a wild streak. My siblings well my 2 sisters are vanilla all the way and my brother well he and I know we are of the same people. Hes my step brother so when you know a kinky person you just know.

 

Well my middle sister C was helping me unpack from moving apartments in the city. While unpacking she finds a very pretty box. I'm not paying any attention to her and I'm singing away. Well, across the room the box goes and she is screaming for soap. HA HA HA. The dork found my play box. No one in my family knew about my kinky side. If they saw a bruise from play I made up some excuse. That day C opened a can of worms I think she wish she didn't. So after getting her soap and explaining. She learns her sister is a submissive. Explaining this to her was so freeing and she was accepting. Its became our little don't discuss subject. But, she does ask for tips to try, even though I'm still learning myself. This life isn't for her at all, so she says. Who knows maybe one day she will convert. 

 

But the rest of my family has no clue about this side if me. Id be afraid they would try to drown me in holy water if they knew. My question to all of you is, do your family's know?

 

Nightshadewonderland​(sub female) - I live in Indiana myself and grew up with a very Christian family. Be that as it may I'm the black sheep but still I prefer to keep this life secret in a sense. I get the freedom from talking to friends who know. I'm so glad you got out and I hope you're happy <3
3 years ago
LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - Oh God no lol I also have a religious/conservative family, but also it’s none of their business as far as I’m concerned at the end of the day. As long as I am being safe and once I do find someone that they treat me well, what else do they need to know?
3 years ago
Jack in the box -
One sibling - aaaand thats about it. 😎
3 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){âš“ } - I also have conservative parents, I've never discussed the topic with them. Although if they asked i wouldn't feel ashamed to be honest with them. My feelings on this is our parents raised us and they're not always as naive as we think... 😉 lol many times in my life by the time I've shared something with my mom, she just smile and says; "I know" lol
3 years ago

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