Hello All,
I know it has been awhile since I have done anything more than to stick my head in and look around. I hope all are doing well, and that life is going well for you. I am still kicking, and to be honest, things are beginning to change for me, for the better.
After speaking to a few of you on here and being told basically the same thing as one of my old Alphas told me years ago, and having it finally sink in fully, I made a decision, that I want to make a change in my life. I want to be the sissy that I wanted to be back when it all began for me. However, I know that I can not do that where I am currently at, so I am making preparations to be out of this place by spring, I figure since I am pretty much doing this by myself, that is the best goal for me. My family knows my plans, and are not really on board, some are kind of understanding (But only in that they recognize I have the right to do so).
Before I leave, I want to have this property cleaned back up and the house fixed back up to the best of my ability, so when I leave, I will be able to do so with a clear conscience. That way, I will feel like I am walking away to a better life (One of my choosing), and not running away. I have quite a bit of the fenced in part of the yard cleaned up, then will begin on the shop, and field area.
Until next time, Keep on living life to the fullest.