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Chaos and darkness at the end of the rainbow
3 years ago. December 15, 2020 at 9:14 PM

I have finally returned to work after being out for the last 7 weeks with a knee injury. I couldn't wait to get back, I was so tired of sitting around getting fat and shopping online. 

However, I am even more miserable now than I was before my return. Maybe its just the holiday funk that I wallow in every year, maybe its something more. I don't know at this point. 

Its definitely time for me to get back into healthy habits. I have fallen out of practice with meditation and journaling. Rather ironic considering that I just had all the time in the world to indulge. 

Trying to figure out what it is that I need to be happy. 

MountaintopMaster - Funny how when we all of a sudden have all the time in the world, we let all our good habits slide and don't get around to doing all the things we had always said we wanted to do... You're not alone in that!

I can say that "what it is that I need to be happy" is definitely the opposite of that. Meaning, what "we" need to be happy turns out NOT to be JUST amazing sex, or amazing BDSM scenes, or even a rewarding career or a soulmate. I've tasted those things, and the happiness is still only temporary, UNLESS you combine it with that internal source of positivity, confidence, and the determination to set a goal and reach out for it, while also enjoying the journey along the way.

So, start with a healthy habit, indeed! Meditation, exercise, food, whatever can happen on a small step-by-step scale, but consistently, can eventually lead to the mastery of entire sections of our lives, aka dominance as it were...
3 years ago
beard n tats​(dom male) - Thank you. I am way off of the path I should be on. Being aware of that should, hopefully, be enough to get me going in the right direction.
3 years ago
Devotedsub​(sub female){His} - Glad you are healed. I can relate honestly. I get in this kind of funk during this time of year too. Seaonal stuff. The comment above was great and I completely agree with his suggestions and reasoning.
3 years ago

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