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My world!

I bow and hang my head, kneeling at your feet, a smile on my face. I wait and wait, thinking of how much joy fills my heart at the thought of making you smile.

I bow and hang my head, kneeling at your feet, a smile on my face. Waiting and waiting, thinking of the pleasure your touch brings.

I bow and hang my head, kneeling at your feet, a smile on my face. Waiting and waiting, Thinking about how your voice sends chills over my skin making my flesh come alive and burn for you.

You are my world, my heart, my soul...all I am belongs to you and to you I only bow.

I bow and hang my head, kneeling, a frown on my face and tears dripping off my cheeks. Waiting and waiting for just a call. My thoughts of how lost I am without you.

I bow and hang my head, kneeling. A frown on my face and tears dripping from my cheeks. Waiting and waiting for just one call. My thoughts on how I feel so alone without you reaching out for me.

I bow and hang my head, kneeling. A frown on my face and tears dripping from my cheeks. Waiting and waiting just for one call. Thinking how if I could just hear your voice, maybe I could not be so cold.

You are my world, my heart and soul. Without you my world is nothing at all!

I bow and hang my head, kneeling. A frown on my face and tears dripping from my cheeks. Waiting and waiting for the moment I become your whole world!
6 years ago. December 31, 2017 at 12:07 AM

Sooo...a few days from christmas this year I got the shock of my life! 

For many years now I thought what has happened could not! Had too no steps tp stop it and you know ten year of no Birth control..and very active...Never happened. I lost Three, threes years in a row before my body just seemed to give up. doctors said it would talk alot of extra help to even try and make it happen again, after the last one. 

Well, I am pregnant! *Screams for joy* Now, take in my I went to the ER Because the whole side of my face had swelled up due to infection in my tooth. And when the Nurse came asked if they could do a test because they wanted to do a ct scan on me. my replie was...

"If you must, Its pointless but sure!" * I told the sweet nice nurse and peed and cup..they come in give me pain meds and im hitting cloud nine after being a alot of pain. the nice sweet nurse comes back in..

"We have some choices for because your test came back postive" she says and start to go to explain my choices...

"Im sorry, what did you say.." I ask my head jerking to her and my eyes going as big as they could right then.

"your pregnancy test came back postive...so..." she starts to say and I bust out crying! My loving Babyboy in the corner in pure shock looking from me to the nurse as she stands there looking like she just gave me the worse news in the world.

"Dont worry..Those are happy tears...Dont worry.." * He has to tell the sweet nurse as I try to gether myself and as she tries to explan to him the choices as I just lay there in disbelief...

I went to the Doctor this week and was once again told..I am Pregnant...this is happening..Really happening..


I am a massive ball of nerves and worries and hopes right now..but everything seems to be going as it should. the doctor put me on the hormones I need to help my body. Which I could not afford the last few times. My life is different now...I have a good man at my side, and life is good. 

I have two good men really! When I told my Dom that I was pregnant, I was not sure how he would respone to me. we had just started, only a few weeks in into trail period. He was...Thrilled..happy..told me he was honored to be a part o this with us. And would do his best to make sure I took my meds and vits. that..made me happy...and know, I found a good guy...and Dom. I am thrilled to have him with us on the jounrey as well! 

Some time next year around august We will be welcoming a mircale into this World...I cant wait!


6 years ago. December 7, 2017 at 1:35 PM

Love waking up the past two days feeling like a drop is coming...and things keep making it feel like it is growing... I wish it would just go away...! 

 

Anyone else those moments..where things are good, but you feel the drop coming anyway?

6 years ago. October 30, 2017 at 12:44 PM

My body is still, but my heart races. With each passing second I kneel my skin heats up and my heart races more.

 

My eyes are casted down as I stare at the floor. But images of what is to come play in my head and I become moist below. My heart races even more.

 

My palms rest on my thighs and I fight not to dig my claws into my skin. My body quivers as I feel the breeze as the door swings open. My heart skips a beat as it races faster.

 

I start to pant as he gets closer and I hear the door close. I do not look up, I do not move. I wait and my chest risies and falls, my heart racing faster then ever before.

 

I see his feet before me and I fight back my smile. My claws dig lightly into my flesh as I feel his palm cup my chin and lift my face. My heart drums and races in my chest.

 

Our eyes meet and my heart stills just for a second as I take in the look in his eyes. "Good girl!" He says and my body burns hotter and my core floods. My heart beats loud as it races once more.

 

The leash locks on to my collar and with one command I crawl next to him as he leads me to the bed. My tail wags and I purr happily. My heart speeds as I crawl onto the bed and take my pose to be inspected.

 

I shirver as his hands run over my body and I whimper as he squeezes my breast and pulls on my nipples. I moan as he twist and tugs my nipples, testing them as he wishes. His hands move south as I feel him move behind me. His hands grip and spread me wide. I hear his growl and my muscles clinch, dancing for him as he watches. My heart hammers in my chest and I purr like a kitten in heat.

 

His tongue sends me into a wonder land of moans and whimpers as he tortures my core. Nipping and rubbing over my swollen bud as I start to wiggle and my claws dig into the bed, I cry out. He sinks his fingers into my opening and I almost come apart at the impact of him pushing deep in me, wiggling his fingers. My heart skips track and goes into over drive.

 

The hit comes fast and my ass strings as I whimper. His fingers thrust in me as the second slap falls. His hand covers the cheek and the stinging spreads, leaving a burning that makes me want to beg for more. My ass becomes red as the hits and slaps start to come quick and fast. I feel his fingers leave me and the hits are doubled, my ass flames and I beg for more. My heart patters and I weaken.

 

He speaks and I odey. On my back I lay as he mounts. His hand grips and tightens around my neck. My core gashes as he slams into home with one powerful thrust. My mind emptys as he claims me and my heart races to the heavens.

 

My body is lost to him, lost to the endless pleasure he bring. Lost to the tone of his voice and the way he takes control, lost to the feel of his hands as he grips and uses my body to reach his goal. I fight my climax, My heart is close to bursting when he stills.

 

With one last thrust he spills his seed in me and I lose the battle. I erupt around him, rippling and clinching him as tight as he grips my neck. I milk him as he rest in me. My heart slows as I moan and pant.

 

My body shakes as he looks down at me. I am in pure bless, till I see the cruel curl of his lips. I tried so hard, yet I lost and now I would pay. My heart starts to race again as I smile.

 

"Bad girl, you forgot to beg!" he says and I growl with a smirk on my face....

 

 

which leaves one thought in his, did she really forget to beg? Now his heart races, and as his hand comes down, matching the beat!