My world!

Sooo...a few days from christmas this year I got the shock of my life! 

For many years now I thought what has happened could not! Had too no steps tp stop it and you know ten year of no Birth control..and very active...Never happened. I lost Three, threes years in a row before my body just seemed to give up. doctors said it would talk alot of extra help to even try and make it happen again, after the last one. 

Well, I am pregnant! *Screams for joy* Now, take in my I went to the ER Because the whole side of my face had swelled up due to infection in my tooth. And when the Nurse came asked if they could do a test because they wanted to do a ct scan on me. my replie was...

"If you must, Its pointless but sure!" * I told the sweet nice nurse and peed and cup..they come in give me pain meds and im hitting cloud nine after being a alot of pain. the nice sweet nurse comes back in..

"We have some choices for because your test came back postive" she says and start to go to explain my choices...

"Im sorry, what did you say.." I ask my head jerking to her and my eyes going as big as they could right then.

"your pregnancy test came back postive...so..." she starts to say and I bust out crying! My loving Babyboy in the corner in pure shock looking from me to the nurse as she stands there looking like she just gave me the worse news in the world.

"Dont worry..Those are happy tears...Dont worry.." * He has to tell the sweet nurse as I try to gether myself and as she tries to explan to him the choices as I just lay there in disbelief...

I went to the Doctor this week and was once again told..I am Pregnant...this is happening..Really happening..


I am a massive ball of nerves and worries and hopes right now..but everything seems to be going as it should. the doctor put me on the hormones I need to help my body. Which I could not afford the last few times. My life is different now...I have a good man at my side, and life is good. 

I have two good men really! When I told my Dom that I was pregnant, I was not sure how he would respone to me. we had just started, only a few weeks in into trail period. He was...Thrilled..happy..told me he was honored to be a part o this with us. And would do his best to make sure I took my meds and vits. that..made me happy...and know, I found a good guy...and Dom. I am thrilled to have him with us on the jounrey as well! 

Some time next year around august We will be welcoming a mircale into this World...I cant wait!