Waiting

Bedtime

The end of the day, when we look back over the day and think about what you did well, and what you did not.

Laying over the bed, feet on the floor, toes touching the rug, stretching so that you present yourself to the very best of your ability. You do want to show yourself off as much as possible, fearful and trepidatious about the errors and disappointments you have made today.

Eager, very eager, to make amends and show that you are worthy of my attention.

The air is electric with anticipation: you can almost taste the tension, the release when you confess to your errors, the small but VERY significant ways in which my standards have slipped in your attitude, behaviour and thoughts.

Nothing is hidden from me.

Nothing.

You know this, have always known this and this is the way it will always be.

You hear the bedside drawer opening, that smooth yet alarming sound of wood on wood, the silence in the bedroom making it sound ominous.

What will it be? Paddle, Crop or Flogger? Or something new, something untried and untested?

Goosebumps and racing heartbeat now, your breath shortens.

You will find out very soon as you feel the shiny plug nudging its way inside as you try to arch your back up to meet the challenge.

You have made some serious errors today ……..

Meeting Your Needs

You need:

·         A wake up and a focus for the day

·         An Attitude Adjustment, being very clear on what is important and what is not

·         A stress reliever accompanied by a very grateful blowjob

·         Moving on from hating whatever day work day or task it is and putting your energy into pleasing me

·         A LONG, HARD CHALLENGING AND MEMORABLE SPANKING

NOW.

Worried?

Are you worried about how little control that you have over your body and choices?

Just getting involuntarily wet and dizzy in wanting to serve, please and satisfy me?

The need for validation and attention, focus and servitude, overpowering and heady addiction, knowing your place and recognising who is REALLY important to you.

I have rewired you to comply, fully and to be happy to meet and exceed any expectations I have of you.

Always practicing discipline and waiting for permission, living and enjoying the boundaries I set for you.

Your Focus

Oh, I see that you are getting nice and wet and getting really focused because I am in Control, telling you plainly and simply what you will be doing and what will be happening to you and when.

It’s so important to be aware of what is coming, although, as you know, things do change if I decide that they should. Being comfortable is NOT an option as you know.

Keeping you on your toes: obviously!

Being teased, explored, stretched and challenged: all part of giving yourself to your Sir.

Being accessible: all of you, when I decide and in what order.

You are right on the edge of totally giving yourself to your Sir, aren’t you?

Make sure that you are the VERY best Girl that you can ever be …. BUT know that you have a lot of training to complete for me.

The Table

Strapped to the table like a human sacrifice, told clearly NOT to cry out or say anything unless given clear permission to do so, the need to scream out with pure release is overwhelming.

Gasping for breath, trembling, short gulps of air to help focus your mind, anxious to please and follow Orders but on the edge of letting everything go.

The previously cold and uninviting Oak table was not as warm as a furnace as her body was on fire with a mixture of pain, pleasure and expectation.

On your back I will decide how long you will be held in that position: the point of it is to really make sure that you understand your role and purpose.

On your back with your legs tied to the table, do not think the position is just about fucking you: that is part of it but only a part. This is Toy Time: Wand and Dildo, Used at my discretion obviously.

I will plug and unplug you at my Will. Sometimes you will be plugged while I fuck you, sometimes not. I decide.

You will give me a Blowjob as and when I decide it is time to set you free. Fully in your throat and you will lick and suck my balls, under my instruction. If you are good, I might spank you as a reward, but that is a long way off.

Do NOT think you can cum at your will: i decide when and how and you will ask me for permission first. This is a gift and not to be taken for granted.

You belong to me, in every way.

Your bum jiggles and invites more, much more, when I spank you.

You had best be nice and wet, this is going to get messy ........

Control

Let’s not even consider who is in control: that is very much me and will always be so.

When I am inside you, however I decide when, where and how that will be, I will take over your mind and your body.

You will be a beautiful example of self-sacrifice, being very comfortable in making sure that I am satisfied with what you offer.

I can take whatever I want, and you love that.

Taking your hand in mins, CONTROL

Taking what's mine, every delicious moment.

Getting Ready

Putting you over the edge of the bed, the white, soothingly cool sheets give you some fleeting comfort.

Now it the time to realise that your cheek and outbreak of Brat was ill-advised.

Too late now.

Hands tied behind your back, naked and waiting for what comes next.

Restrained for spanking, ready for having your errors corrected, accompanied by a very clear and concise explanation of what you did wrong, and what is expected of you in the future.

Nice and simple, easy to follow.

I tell you to lift up your bottom, seeing you quiver a little.

Time to check your wetness.

You are wet, of course, aren’t you? You know not to be very wet will increase your punishment.

My finger gently tests this out, finding your clit, circling and teasing, probing you.

I’m thinking at least 10 spanks, both sides.

Your Lesson is about to begin ……