Waiting

Patience is a virtue

You may sit on my lap while we watch TV if you are still and quiet.

Good things come to a good submissive who is patient.

Well, that didn’t last long did it, grinding away on me, getting all het up, nipples hard, heavy breathing, looking all a little flustered.

No, you can’t put it in, I decide if and when.

Seeing you struggle a little, a lot, with pleasure anticipated, hoped for and to be enjoyed, but only when Sir decides.

I want you heady and fixated on satisfying that need.

Feral, wanton and in need.

I tell you to look deeply into my eyes while I tease your nipples, stretching them, making them ache with anticipation.

I love that inflamed and determined distress written all over you.

Slowly, carefully you may put it inside you.

Close your eyes and remain still: feel me pulsing and buzzing away inside you.

Time for you to show me just how much you want your Sir.

If you are good, I MAY let you cum.

You had best be good then, hadn’t you?

Voice

The voice is everything and really focuses your attention and drive onto what is being said, why it is being said and how it is being said. The tone of Control: firm, direct words and emphasis placed upon the direction that you are to take, a communication that needs to be followed and delivered with impressive effort and quality.

No time here for just plodding along and hoping for the best, thinking I will not notice your lack of enthusiasm for the Task given.

A harsh and abrupt voice generates motivation and application: making sure that Sir is happy with whatever you are Instructed to complete and deliver.

No point whatsoever in arguing back: the harsh voice is a clear signal that the time for debate, discussion, resistance even, is long gone. You know that you need to behave in a way that is expected of you.

The softer, loving voice is also very important: giving reassurance, guidance, comfort and generating that sweet feeling of closeness, a million miles away from the artificial sweetener that sits in the vanilla world.

Both voices are important to us, each giving something very different and sitting at the very core of our connection and each equally helping with your growth and development.

Just a Reminder

Reminders are a good thing, in all walks of life: they do not do any harm and keep important things firmly at the front of our mind.

(Just for the sake of clarity they also cut both ways in our dynamic!).

Reminders can also add some more focus than normal: greater application and effort bringing better results and increased satisfaction for us both.

I tell you to sit on the floor by my feet while we watch TV: the backdrop to closeness and connection, buzzing away as we watch, you feeling my fingers running through your hair and stroking your shoulders. My touch on your naked flesh is a clear reminder of the connection, where touch says so much more than mere words can do.

When I stop doing that you look up at me, wanting it to continue, the break in touching and sensation is missed by us both, and when it reconnects the electrical charge between us is fabulous.

I put my index finger to your mouth and you kiss it.

I tell you that it is time for some Maintenance, and I remind you that you are mine and need to act accordingly.  I tell you to get up and lay across my lap and accept what is coming, but you know whatever it is it will be for us both.

I trace the tips of my fingers across your back, following your spine downwards and to your gorgeous bottom, gently parting your legs so that I can gently tease and probe your now nicely wet pussy.

I tell you to keep still and to be quiet unless I give you permission otherwise.

Tracing your bottom suddenly stops: the air of anticipation and expectation is palpable! The first smack from my hand takes you by surprise and is firm, making a sound that is just wonderful, reminding you who Owns you. Smacks are delivered that vary in power and impact.

Wriggling and squirming, I tell you again to be still or there will be more to come. That has little effect as I continue so you know what is coming next as I reach for the Paddle, a smooth, leather tool that always, always brings Control.

I spank you firmly and methodically, making sure that both cheeks are equally becoming a beautiful shade of pink, the warmth spreading through you as I continue, again reminding you that you are mine and that I expect you to behave accordingly.

I tell you to kiss and lick my left index finger while I continue your Maintenance Spanking, periodically exploring you and teasing your clit between spanks.

When I decide that Maintenance reminders have been successful I tell you to lay on your bed on your tummy and wait for me to join you. As you have no clock to look at I leave you there for what seems like an age while you hear me fumbling around behind you.

Suddenly the cold and form of the Plug comes into play: I gently screw you with it, your wetness invites it in and you move your hips up to meet it.

Good Girl.

I then remove it and place it where I belongs, stretching and teasing your bottom until it is neatly set, looking perfect.

Time to screw you, slowly and carefully, I am determined that I alone will decide if you are going to cum. I love the feel of your wetness as I explore you combined with how I can feel the shape and form of the Plug at the same time.

You beg, really beg, to be allowed to cum but I hold this off until I decide that the time is right. When I do allow this, you loudly cry out your thanks and commitment to me.

I stop and withdraw leaving you to relax and reflect upon being Owned.

You know that later tonight we will enjoy each other again but this time you will focus upon my satisfaction.

 Above all else love is not just a sexual attraction, or wanting to be touching sexually, love is wanting to be close, emotionally and physically. Love is wanting to do things with that person you could not imagine doing with anyone else.

We have that.

New Year Reminders

2025 has arrived after much fanfare and anticipation so it is worth just reframing and reminding you about where we are, where you sit and how the year, and all years, will pan out.

1.      All Tasks that are set are for the enjoyment of both of us: this is central to the relationship that we have, and Tasks are not given to you on a whim or random thought. As such they are to be respected and delivered.

2.      Punishments will be given where your behaviour, approach and attitude fall short of respect and appreciation for the effort put into the relationship.

3.      The Rules as set are always in play: you may ask for clarification and discussion on them, I will listen and consider carefully your point and them decide if and how their content is to change.

4.      Standards regarding clothing of all types are to be always maintained: in public, as in private, you represent me whatever the situation.

5.      You know your place and I will remind you of this should this appear to be wavering.

6.      As always, the bond is all about making you to be the very best person that you can be, personally, in all contexts and within our relationship.

Know that you are Owned.

I am going to make you wild, abandon any barriers or lines of last resort, be feral and totally focused on my Orders, touching yourself only when I say that you can, playing and teasing yourself as only I decide.

Total obedience and control.

Until you can no longer struggle against what your need to cum hard for me makes you do,

You are so Owned

Well, it is nearly Lunchtime here.

Let me see how wet, needy and focused I can male you with just one finger ................

Going anywhere I please, you Obeying my instructions ..................

But you are to remain absolutely silent until I give you permission to thank me.

Wand time.

Restrained on your bed, my favourite wand of yours, in a harness, placed carefully against that beautiful, yielding and warm pussy, nicely open and inviting, ready for my attention.

Sixty seconds, you know the Rules: sixty seconds of what I decide will be your punishment, focus and dedication.

Perfect attention and contemplation time. Concentration on me.

The digital timer is ready to go and you can see the second hand on the clock on the wall helping you to focus on the countdown.

I click start and you gasp, expecting me to start it on low, Wrong, very wrong. Your hips arch upwards as the wand roars into life, a deep moan recognises the full power of the toy.  Head rolling back as the sensations grow and build.

Beep. The digital timer gives up the minute, 60 seconds just never felt so short a space of time!

Knuckles gripping the soft white sheets, drawing breath and longing, really longing for more, wrists stretching and challenging the straps to keep you still.

Catching your breath and focused on the second hand on the clock, its slow march around the clock face, your attention fixed on it, willing it to hurry up and get to the figure 12 on the dial. WHY is it taking so long????

What if I must wait another minute before it starts again????

Beep! Trembling and shaking, the wand gets to work, relentless and merciless. Sounds of your cum building and exploding accompanied by sincere and meaningful thanks for the gift I have just given you.

More minutes follow, more release and intimate pleasure, but you know and understand that a hard fucking is going to follow ….

I am going to mark my territory with my fingers, lips, tongue, leather belt, crop, paddle and nipple clamps.

I will always leave my impression and presence on you.

You will display yourself to me in any way I decide.

Your revelation to me is a sign of my Control and my protection for you.

Know that Ownership means being cherished and respected as such.

Sometimes I will let my fingers do the talking.

Today will be one of those days.

Nothing of you, about you, is off-limits to me.

Ever,

I will make your mind useless, for anything, other than thoughts of me.

I am your core memory, focus, dedication and direction.

Knowing your Place

Teased, edged, bound and told to keep still.

The Wand buzzes away and you writhe, desperate to bear down on the joyous vibrations.

So close, so very close to tipping over the edge, to get release that you crave.

But waiting for permission.