Sometimes I feel all over the place in this lifestyle. Sometimes I'm like yeah this is it.. I'm where I'm supposed to be. Then other times I'm like what the hell am I doing? Is that even the right thing to do? Then I do what I do best... Research.
I know I'm not the only one.
I remember in college an important conversation about whether or not a teacher is dictating to us how to think and who to be.
My question now is does that research dictate who I am? Does my Dom dictate who I am? Does with help me determine my place in this lifestyle. I love the lifestyle, but is this where I belong?
The thing is...I'm beginning to wonder should I be finding or defining my place in this lifestyle and even in my life instead of others just dictating it?
Just Thinking Out Loud
~In Search of Truth~