In a couple of minutes from now, Ill begins new chapter in my life. A chapter that I pray that will be filled with love, happiness, joy, selfcare and decisions that will help me along this path. This chapter begins with a whirlwind of decisions that i need to make for the sake of my heart, soul, spirit, and mental health. I have to learn to accept that not everyone says who they are, who claim to love you when they really don't. I need to learn to stop giving more than i receive, to accept that i will no longer be able to continue to love the way I do because of the constant hurt that i have endured on all aspects. I have come so far to end up going backwards. This chapter will have me healing and relearning how to trust all over again from past and present hurts and losses. I need to relearn the lessons to protect myself on all aspects. Im at a point in my life where im tired of being neglected by others as well as myself. I will use this new chapter to become a better version of myself, a version that will no longer accept less than what i deserve, not to be so trusting of the words that are said to me. I have always believed actions are louder than words and i still believe this til this day. Maybe im being punished for the wrong that i have done when i was younger and that's why things are the way they are. Well, it's after midnight and my new chapter has begun. The road ahead is not going to be an easy one to travel alone, but i know i will get through whatever challenges come my way. I've done it before, I can do it again.
Be blessed everyone, remember, tomorrow is not promised so live life to the fullest. Speak from your heart and soul. Dance like no one is watching and most importantly, take it one day at a time <3