Poems and more from the Heart, Soul, Mind and Spirit

Everyone has their own love language, finding someone that understands that love language is a beautiful thing.

Music is my love language, it speaks to me more than writing poetry. I listen to all genres of music, no matter what I'm going through, a song will play or come to mind giving the message I need to hear.

Closing.my eyes, focusing on an instrument and feeling the beat/rhythm connecting on a deeper level allows me.to.connect.to the one who understands. Dancing with them in my soul(i.miss dancing so much)

Each song is  a chapter in my life. Love, heartbreak, loss, confusion,anger, revenge.  Some bring out the angel, some the demon that i keep from emerging from the darkness. Im careful in letting out the Goddess within. She can cause alot of trouble lol. 

Thank you for allowing to share the intimate details of my life since I've joined this supportive family. 

My love,

As i sit here waiting for your arrival, I think about all the stolen moments we shared.

Walking along the cobblestone path, stone walls, vines intertwined with one another.  Kissing me passionately, awakening the dormant spirit within.  Your hands tracing the curves of my body, moving towards my womanhood.

You tease, juices flowing.  Gasping, wanting you, needing you to take me.  Showing me love (like I've never known).

My soul calling for you, my true love, my soulmate.

Your voice soothes the savage beast within. Filling the void that has been empty for so long.  I see you in my dreams, holding my hand out (for you to take) Reaching, searching for a love that has given me hope again, feeling love again.

Can you hear me? Can you feel my touch?  Wiping your tears, kissing your lips.Taking away your fears and worries, giving you hope once again.

Showing you love again, love you haven't felt in so long. 

Passionate kisses, loving caresses, you have longed for so long.  Wondering if you would ever be happy, loved.

I hear your soul calling me

My soul calling  you

We will cross the ocean blue to be in each other's arms, to see each other smile.

I have felt your hurt, pain and betrayal you had to endure. 

Always loving, giving

Not asking for much in return

Just to be held, loved

I see the hurt in your eyes

When I should see joy, happiness, love

You try to move on, but you're unable to,I'll give you the unconditional love your heart and soul desires

Kindness returned

Healing in motion

Seeing you smile again, hearing the laughter that touches a special part of me.

Making you feel happiness again is my true desire

To take away all the pain and hurt that has kept you bound for so long

Together we will stand strong

Healing together

Loving each other unconditionally

Taking each other to a new level of intimacy

That we craved for so long

Hearing the same songs on the radio (still haven't found what I'm looking for/ with or without you). Who is it for? What does it mean?

The words touching my heart and soul, is it a sign? Telling me you're on the way?

My arms open, heart filled with love. Love I'm willing to give you, never to be taken away.

Your voice calling out to me, bringing a smile to my face.

Waiting for the day to see your face again, to look into your eyes, to see you smile again.

Have you by my side

Holding me tightly

Never letting go

My Son,

The day that God took me home, your world fell apart. Asking God how could he take the one person who truly loved you?  Anger, hurt, loss, you have felt for many years.

I want to let you know, I'm happy and well. No more sickness or sadness.  My body may have died, my spirit lives on.

I'm proud of you, always have, always will. My son, my gentle son.  (my edge/edgey)

GO WITH HER, SHE'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE ALWAYS

You had spread your wings, learned to fly.  To see what the world has in store for you.  You're no longer lost, don't be afraid, let her take your hand.

She will show you a world like you've never known, never seen.  You will feel love like no other, past heartaches no longer exist. You will no longer feel the hurt that has been taken over by the love she has given.

My dear boy

My sweet boy

I love you, I miss you, I'm not too far away

Thrust me upon the wall

You lift me up

Enter my soul

Orgasmic chills throughout my body

The beast in you appears

Taking me higher than ever before

Nails digging deeper with each forceful thrust

Making love in the wilderness

No one to hear

No one to see

Gasping, moaning

Wanting, needing more of you

An addiction I'm unable to give up

Refusing to let go

Nearing completion (please don't stop)

Thrusts become more forceful

The beasts within us being set free (held prisoner for so long)

My love, release all that you held inside

Our bodies quivering, glistening in the moonlight

Our bodies

Our souls

Becoming one

Save me from myself

Save me from the world that has so much hurt and pain

A world that I don't fit in

I'm a lost soul looking for their mate

Wandering, searching for purpose, love, guidance

Take my hand, pull me up from the depths of hell

A hell that I was sentenced to for life (serving a life sentence to bring harmony, love, and hope that is needed but not wanted)

Take my hand, guide me to the place where we can love, hope, dream.

Hold me in your arms, comfort me, wipe my tears, kiss my forehead

Reassuring me the world we live in will heal

We need to love, dream and live again

As you begin a new phase in your life, I want to remind you of a few things.

You're stronger than you give yourself credit for, you have been through hell and back and returned to hell again, and still came out on top.

You're still standing, you're a fighter. Don't let anyone else say otherwise, don't let them knock you down.

You have discovered so much about yourself, your gifts, strengths, weaknesses,and what makes your heart sing with joy and cry in silence. Don't let anyone steal your joy.  You have done so much for others, forgetting about yourself and the help you need and desire. You still continued to love and give even though it wasn't returned.  You gave your heart and soul to be betrayed by those whom you thought loved you.

You have built up a wall so you wouldn't feel that pain ever again. I say knock down that wall, let him in your heart, mind, soul. He will love you the same way you love him. Don't push him away, he's the one, your soul mate.  Replacing your sadness with joy, anger with compassion, doubt with trust.  Brings back the smile that had once lit up a room a thousand times.  Take you places you've only dreamed of going.

He will make you his wife, friend, confidante, lover.  Don't be afraid, he will offer his hand in love and kindness. Tearing down the wall brick by brick. Let him see you cry, allow him to wipe away the tears, hug you when you're angry and hurt.  Let him love you.

 I want you to be love, be free, be happy and most of all be you.

Strong powerful to keep fighting, pushing forward

The light that shines from within to heal

Love for those who have suffered for too long from hurt and pain

The truth that needs to be told

The queen that cannot be dethroned by others

The one that feels your hurt and pain.

The one that takes your fears and tears as my own

The one that wants to see you smile, to hear you laugh

The one that wants you to feel the love for yourself

The one that wants you to see yourself as royalty

Never allow anyone to take your dignity, your pride, doubt your self-worth

I AM guidance

I AM  strength

I AM the voice you hear comforting your heart and soul

I AM the peace you so desire

I AM solitude

I AM healing

I AM YOU!!!!

Listening to the waves crashing against the rocks

Imaging every slap that life gave me

Clouds are broken hearts with wings going up into the heavens

Why me!!!!???? what have i done that was so wrong!!!!????

Heaven cries with me, the rain pours down upon my head

My child cry no more, worry no more

Great days are ahead, continue to be strong, faithful

Don't give up, keep striving to be all that you can be.

You are loved even if it's not felt, it's there for you

Continue to be brave, beating the odds

Transformation while healing is not an easy road to

travel alone.

You're not alone my child, the angels from above are watching, guiding

Love will return and when it does, your soul would shine brighter than before

The smile and laughter will return

You will no longer feel the losses or hurts from others

This love will envelope you for all eternity