Feeling lost and alone, have no where to run, no where to hide.
No one to wipe the tears that fall from my face.
The tears that my soul sheds for those who have forsaken me.
Have left me to fight this fight alone
I have looked for you all over and you were nowhere to be found
There were times I wanted to give up, throw in the towel
God was by my side the entire time
He never left as you ran away
Allowing those with ulterior motives takes what was not theirs
I fought this fight with all my strength
You took with you all the unconditional love that i was finally able to feel
Now that love is gone and i now feel dead inside
Fighting to get that feeling back
Fighting to feel that love,unconditional love
That burning flame has been extinguished never to be lit again
I should feel hatred, that could be felt deep within
I should be angry,
I should feel the anger instilled in me
The anger you replaced my love with
You controlled what you always wanted
You took what you didnt want me to give to anyone else
Even though you will never return, I will never be the same
I will always feel empty until i can be free from what you have put upon me
Free from the hurt and pain that been inflicted on a daily basis
I've cut the cords, shut out the world
The world that you made me a part of
The world that i called family, the family you welcomed me into .
Where are you now?
I know where I'm at