I enjoy this vr game, i used play on a daily basis. I created my avatar and name to be appealing to others. In a way it boosts my self esteem, sadly this is what it has come to a fn game smh. I see now, that i need to play on a daily basis to keep from feeling fear of being rejected. I know, I know it's just a game but i have connected with a few people and to see all the messages left for me, asking me if I'm ok ( after calling me mistress lol)
Sometimes i rather stay there than come back to reality, my reality sucks. I try to make the best of it by healing in the areas that need it the most. All in all if i could play it all day just to escape from the negative emotions that i try not to acknowledge because it's too painful, I would.
Off to to play AL then off to bed.
Have a good night everyone, enjoy your weekend
