Feeling smothered
Can't breath
Can't move
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Dead, even dead inside
Done things to hurt those who I'm supposed to love
Destroyed futures
Killed babies I didn't want my daughter to have
Need to face my punishment
Tried to live a life not rightfully mine
Brought others into my web of lies
It comes to an end
Tonight it all ends
No more fighting
No more running
Taking off the mask
Showing my true colors
May God have mercy on my soul
Took so much away
Took away what I felt undeserving
Put her through so much turmoil
I wasn't right in what I have done
Stole her joy
Stole her happiness
Pretended to be the love of her life
Lied to him
Lied to her
Now both in a world of despair and limbo
Not wanting to be with who was forced upon them
God will turn it around
He has to, for their sake
Forced spiritual gifts that were supposed to stay suppressed
God turned it around for the greater good
Time to let them go
Time for me to let go
Lies must stop
Deceit must stop
They have been set free
Everyone has been set free
Someday I'll receive forgiveness
This is my confession