HEAVEN'S STARCHILD(switch female)

Poems and more from the Heart, Soul, Mind and Spirit

Poetry that i have written in the past and present. I'll also be adding short stories that I have written (stepping out of my comfort zone), my thoughts, desires, inspirations and the journey of healing on all aspects of my life. Enjoy and thank you for reading ((HUGS))

I must be insane

3 years ago. May 22, 2021 at 1:36 PM

After hearing a mouthful from my son, I went back into Suzy homemaker mode. I cleaned the ceramic tile in z's bathroom with a scrub brush and cleanser. I haven't done that shit since '95-96 in my second home. On top of that, I thought about going back to my ex, WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING????!!!!??? I need my damn head examined. I know he's being a big help with z but damn, is my life that bad to even consider that shit!!!!?????? He doesn't understand who I am or would even do what I like. Yeah, I must be mf insane.

HGB(sub female){Scottish M} - Suggestion, take it or leave it. Try to figure out what put you in that direction to start. Was it a particular feeling, the convo with your son, an old emotion that got brought up. I've had days where I think maybe my ex wasn't so bad, maybe I was wrong. BTW he was is and will always be a narcissistic dick.

3 years ago

HEAVEN'S STARCHILD(switch female) - It was a lot of shit all at once. As soon as my son woke up and saw a text from his ex. I guess it bought up alot of doubt about my own relationship (s). Im supposed.to being going not backwards.

3 years ago

HGB(sub female){Scottish M} - It happens, recognize what happened, what took you there. It's ok.

3 years ago

HEAVEN'S STARCHILD(switch female) - Thank you ((HUGS))

3 years ago

Morley(sub female){Max Sterne} - I completely agree with HGB! It could have literally been the cleaning of the tiles to the cleaner itself. Just acknowledge, cuz as you know, you are of sound mind because you knew the mere thought was ludicrous.

Sending much love! 🤍🌼🤍

3 years ago

HEAVEN'S STARCHILD(switch female) - Thank you ((HUGS)) 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

3 years ago

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HEAVEN'S STARCHILD​(switch female)

Poems and more from the Heart, Soul, Mind and Spirit

I must be insane

HEAVEN'S STARCHILD(switch female)