Now, that I finally stopped crying with happiness, I'm going to speak from the very depths of my soul. My sub and I have a very unique and special relationship. We have vented to one another, grew together on certain aspects, even taught me a couple of new skills.
A little while ago as he was dropping of donations for a community group I'm a part of, he handed me a gift. I wasn't expecting anything from him, I was the one that was going to get him a gift. I knew exactly what to get him. As he handed me my gift, he stated that there were rules, well a.rule. for me not to get him anything for Christmas, he doesn't need anything, he's good. Now while.he was saying this I'm thinking I'm going to get him something anyway, until he said I won't speak to.you if you do then I'm like aww man. Anyone who knows.me very well, im a giver, I give to everyone. Do.you know how hard this is going to be for me lol. So I agreed no gift, he was serious, he said get something.for the little one(ziva) instead.
It felt heavy, he said I'm going to have fun with it (you know where my mind went lol). Said my thank yous, gave him a kiss and we parted ways. I opened my gift and immediately the tears began to fall. Guys he bought me a fire HD tablet!!!! I have never in my life received a surprised gift that made this emotional before. Outside of being an amazing sub he's an amazing friend, teacher, confidante, and more. He's definitely one in a million, Heaven, Universe all things spiritual, knew what they were doing. I.just had to trust, heal, let go and move forward with renewed love for amd within myself. I couldn't have asked for a better person.to walk into my life when I needed them the most. The best is yet to come 😊