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Poems and more from the Heart, Soul, Mind and Spirit

Poetry that i have written in the past and present. I'll also be adding short stories that I have written (stepping out of my comfort zone), my thoughts, desires, inspirations and the journey of healing on all aspects of my life. Enjoy and thank you for reading ((HUGS))
3 years ago. January 29, 2022 at 1:32 AM

When a supportive person comes into your life, don't let them go. You just don't know how much they will help you heal and grow. Yesterday I had a long shopping trip, and I thought about calling someone to come pick me up on their way home from work since they'll be going in the same direction and I was very tired.  I changed my mind for numerous reasons especially the reason of being an inconvenience.

At the end of each day I would ask how this person is and how their day went and in return asked about mine.  So I gave them the rundown ( hell, i became even more tired repeating my day lol)   I was asked why didn't I call them and they would have gladly have picked me up and taken me home, it was no problem at all.  At first, I didnt tell him the real reason why I didn't then I thought to myself, it's ok to open up.  I told him that i felt i was being an inconvenience to him (if that makes sense) . Well.... needless to say he put me in my place letting me know that I can call him anytime I need him and if he's unable to be there for me, he will let me know.  At that point I began to cry,  I have never in my life felt I was an inconvenience to anyone until this past year where it hit me and hit me hard, opening my eyes once again to truths that  I have been ignoring.    His words actually helped me to work on  not feeling this  way anymore.

 

Today, I called him to pick me up from where I spent most of my day.  This time I didn't fight myself as much, so that was good start.  He said yes 😄 i was ready by the time he got there.  He also helped me with all the bags I had, it's been a long time that someone is willing to give their time and energy without anything in return ( we had that discussion as well).  I enjoy spending time with him, sitting by the fire talking about anything and everything. Little by little I will let my guard down which is not an easy task because i'm so guarded, I self-sabotage to keep from getting hurt like before.

 

So keep in mind, when the Universe, Higher power etc sends you someone during a turbulent time in your life, don't let them go.  You never know why they have been sent to you.  I now understand why this person was sent to me.


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