You’ve been lying to yourself again - in denial. Somewhere in between righteousness, self-pity, complacency and escapism, it took hold and you didn’t want to face it. So you projected, blamed, made excuses and ran away.
But Truth has a way of showing up.
You keep pushing away the hard things, telling yourself you will deal with it another day. A day turns into a week, a week into a month, a month into…
And then… you’re sick of running. You cannot ignore the signs any longer. You didn’t pull yourself up out of the depths to slowly fall back into a wasteland.
So you accept the discomfort, boredom, reality and unreality.
Instead of falling, smashing on pavement broken and bloodied, you lower yourself back down to the ground and begin again.
You find stillness and strength. You find comfort in acceptance. And you renegotiate your relationship with Real.