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A moment and then another

I only exist in the space of the other. My strength, my joy, my love - We are the moments we share.

I have no title, no absolutes, no fixed adornment. I am not submissive in the sense that it is in me and absent in another. I am what I am at the time that I am. I am submissive to all and to no one. I submit to the world in complete faith of its wisdom, acceptance, love and deliverance.

I cannot be defined in absolutes but can be labelled with qualifiers just for common understanding and no more - ever disrupting, ever changing, ever subsiding, ever becoming.

I grow into another and another. Or is it that I strip down to become less and less.
2 years ago. November 10, 2022 at 8:56 AM

I'm surprisingly happy and excited about being denied what I craved.

For the first time in ages I developed a crush and for a while I've been sitting with it, admiring, dreaming and building up the courage to ask her out. I did today. And she said she has a partner. But I'm so happy - I did it, I was courageous and vulnerable. A little disappointed but so proud to try and then feel so free. Free because I have my answer and there is no doubt in my mind now, that it is a beautiful road not travelled. A dream, a possibility unrealised. And so I move on, dancing my way on.

But I must tell you, how incredibly turned on I am - being denied the fulfilment of my lust. I am now turning to animal insatiability. "No" makes me ravenous and want to be ravaged. So I relish rather than resent. I dwell, with passion and wickedness, in the desire of denial. Paradise Circus.

Master13​(dom male){MajesticLy} - Thanks for the post. Makes me smile for your excitement and for your courage to try. 😊
2 years ago
A Cloud​(sub female){Owned} - Hehe. Yeah, it was super cute and super hot! ;) Thanks for noticing.
2 years ago
Jack in the box -
I wont like your blog - No!
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😁
Congratulations Ms Cloud,
A big step indeed. 😘 ⚘️
2 years ago
A Cloud​(sub female){Owned} - Aaggh, my dirty little secret is out. Use the power only for good, please ;)
Thanks Jack xx
PS. What nice hands you have.
2 years ago
Jack in the box -
Lol - I, and my hands, thank you 🙂🙏
2 years ago
There4you - To take risk is the essence of vulnerability from which we expose ourselves with no control of the outcome other than to be brave enough to be authentic!!!

Without vulnerability there cannot be connection. With connection There cannot be intimacy. And without intimacy there lays the biggest tragedy of all; aloneness.

Few are willing to take the chance of vulnerability and fewer still see the reward it provides regardless of the outcome.
This for me I find extremely attractive!
Without meaning to sound condescending may I say I am proud of your courage to step into the arena…. :-)
2 years ago
A Cloud​(sub female){Owned} - Thank you :)
2 years ago

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