Oublieyte

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3 years ago. March 1, 2021 at 11:48 AM

I have learned not too long ago that I have dyslexia and ADHD, I'm 45.

Is those the reason why I can't connect with anyone. Why I struggle just to have A friend. I'm spent my life trying to fit in in some way. But ever since a child, my first day in school, I was the odd one out. I have no idea why.

I have changed myself so many times in order to fit in. I have multiple degrees, I'm a veteran, I can build a house, and well do just about anything. I don't talk much and this is the most bragging I have done in years. I'm humble and honest, which many do think as a low self-esteem.

Do I have depression of course I do, you can't go through all I have and not wind up with it. Almost everyone I thought I was getting close to wound up trying to take advantage.

I did find a old guard that has been helpfull and now that in out looking for something for me I find nothing but a barren wasteland. I'm not exciting to the younger ones as I put more into learning about them then on the “fun” stuff. I'm unsure what's up with the older ones. Normal I'm lucky if I just get a half harted response back. I'm not judgemental, the only person I except perfection from is myself.

Grey Eyes(sub female){Owned} - I completely understand changing yourself to for in. I did the same for many years, and still did not fit in. But had an epiphany to be myself just a few years ago. I found the first step to be hardest. Once you walk further steps you become yourself, happier for being more comfortable with the true you and open a world of possible relationships. The one for you is out there. The search makes your eventual find well worth the effort.

3 years ago

sir james ladies(sub female){oh yes ple} - good first blog keep going our sir James also had dyslexia but he found the more he wrote and payed attention and training his eye to the read over time he got much better.

3 years ago

Lion(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - First off age is but a number, my lioness is 12 years younger and we couldn't be happier. I'm hyper as they called it in my day, I didn't fit in and you know what don't care if I do. Be yourself, love yourself for all the wonderful things you just said about yourself. Sometimes it takes a little longer to find the one who will love everything about you just as you are. Best wishes and big hug.😊

3 years ago

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