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Fetishist's Journey and the new Drone.

Gay male 49, and been with my man for 26 years currently.
I have autism, am heavily into Gear (clothing) fetishes, BDSM, sex and orgasms.
My sex and gear addictions led me to cheat on my man many times over the years and I have had therapy which helped me straighten things out in my head.
My husband is now disabled and terminally ill, and has allowed me to indulge my needs and desires as long as I don’t cheat again.
I am converting our spare room into my own BDSM playroom which will be fully kitted out. I already have the gear, sling, chains, etc... and I have built a bondage style bed frame with tie-downs, and will make it a cage underneath.
My new 'drone' has arrived and taken up it's role to satisfy my sexual and fetish needs.
My 'drone' will always be fully clothed with appropriate accessories.
It's 'outfits' will include: bike leathers, flight suits/overalls, rubber gimp/pup outfits, motocross armoured gear, scally/chav (shiny trakkies), skinhead (bleachers and bomber jacket) , lycra running/cycling gear, and many more.
Accessories include (where appropriate), footwear, gloves, hats, harnesses, gags, hoods, cuffs, plugs, helmets, etc.....
3 years ago. August 4, 2021 at 3:32 PM

Well, after a tense few days waiting, UPS have finally delivered my package - seemingly the driver had a job getting it from the van into my garage as it is so heavy !

I'm still at work right now, but eager to get it unpacked and straight into service tonight.

I will be making a video review for the manufacturer before it gets dressed for service and will also post this review on the website I am setting up for my drone's photos.  The website should be live in the next few weeks - details will be posted in this blog.

3 years ago. August 3, 2021 at 8:53 PM

So, my new toy arrived at the local UPS depot and was scanned in at 08:09 this morning.

Then at 08:21 it was scanned on to a delivery vehicle and marked as "Out for delivery".

 

WELL I'M STILL WAITING UPS, and it is now 21:47.  I doubt they will deliver today.

3 years ago. August 2, 2021 at 4:53 PM

So after several days of estimating the delivery for TODAY, after I paid 20% tax up front, a UPS brokerage fee and some other charge, the shipment is now sitting at a UPS depot almost 300 miles away "pending release from a government agency".

By this I assume customs are doing an inspection.

At least I have a little bit longer to prepare.  I emailed off the customs clearance paperwork this morning and included a copy of my invoice showing the tax payment.

The new hood and chest harness arrived today along with more D rings for the bed.  As soon as the covering arrives, I'll get the bottom surface of the cage covered.

I still have to find something metal and shiny for the bars......

3 years ago. August 1, 2021 at 2:46 PM

Vinyl covering on the top surface and frame done, and the D rings along each side fitted.

I've also wood stained the exposed timbers - still to cover the bottom surface, but I have run out of vinyl.

I'm no joiner, but it will be more than adequate when I have finished.

My single memory foam mattress fits perfectly on the top.

Bed

3 years ago. July 31, 2021 at 7:10 PM

Well, after several hours pottering away in my garage with power tools, I have come up with the main chassis of my bed frame.

The top face measures 90x190cm (single mattress size).

I decided to put the castors on external supports, because it would otherwise mean sacrificing height in the lower compartment, and the top of the mattress needs to be at the right height for anal penetration with my drone lying on it's back, restrained.

Tomorrow, i'll decide on the 'finish'.  I have a roll of black vinyl leather-effect material, so I plan to glue it on the top surface and around the top frame, then screw the 'D' ring anchors all around.

The rest, I'll probably cover the bottom surface with the vinyl and use a dark wood stain on all the exposed timbers.

I have just ordered another 24 'D' rings to go around the bottom frame (handy for attaching ankle cuffs to) and a few more up top. 

The lower compartment will get fitted with vertical metal bars all around and turned into a cage with a hinged door at one side.

I'll try to find something suitable for the bars tomorrow that I can cut to size.

 

So far, so good......

3 years ago. July 29, 2021 at 4:33 PM

The shipment with my new toy is on it's way with UPS - much earlier than I thought it would be.

Estimated delivery is Monday 2nd August !

I've had to decide on the playroom bed/bench, so it will be a standard single mattress (90x190cm) on a wooden frame on big castors at an 'appropriate' height, yet to be decided.

The mattress will be delivered tomorrow and I'll build the frame this weekend in time for Monday's delivery.

The bed is also a bondage bench so it will have 'D' rings attached all around the edge so that I can practice with rope and chain.

I am also setting up a simple website to host photo galleries of my new 'slave' in its gear.

 

Next update this weekend........

3 years ago. July 21, 2021 at 10:35 PM

I'm starting to build a collection of gear for Tom, my new 24/7/365 'slave/drone/fucktoy' - it should arrive in about 5 weeks time.

I have already ordered:

a lycra hood (blind - padding over the eyes) with open mouth in black

a leather hood with padded eyes and ears, open mouth and straps in black

a set of lockable padded leather cuffs (ankle & wrist) and collar in black with 'D' rings

a 2 litre silicone enema kit (to wash its cavities out)

and two small rope pulleys rated to 150Kg (with it's head removed, an eye bolt is screwed into the neck so it can hang from above.

It will be much easier to dress when it is suspended off the floor and vertical, then the head can go back on.


I have plenty items in my gear collection that will fit its size starting with a nice set of armoured bike leathers..........

 

 

3 years ago. July 16, 2021 at 11:11 PM

Hello. everyone.  I hope you are well.

I haven't been on or updated anything for a while as i've been feeling a bit depressed recently over my current situation.

The good news is, I can now proceed with the bathroom and plumbing, shower and, at long last, the playroom floor.

Just getting quotes now for the work.

 

The other good news is.......I HAVE ORDERED MY LIFESIZE SEX DOLL ! 

It stands 5ft 9 inches high, a stainless steel skeleton and TPE skin with moveable joints, 8 inch oral and anal cavities and swappable penises (6 and 10 inch, hard and flacid)

https://spartanlover.com/collections/male-sex-dolls/products/59-male-sex-doll-clint-ii 

Delivery should be in about 5 weeks.

This is my fetish sex toy.  My biker, my gimp, my scally, my faggot, my jock, my pig, my pup, whatever I want it to be for me.

Fully geared up at all times, with lockable cuffs, blind hood, gag, cuffs, etc....

Next, I will need to get it some latex, lycra, leather, trackies, socks, boots, gloves, hoods, harnesses, cuffs.

I have a double wardrobe in the playroom specially for the slave's gear.

It can stand on it's own two feet if properly balanced, and can hang by a stud in the neck when the head is removed.

Suspending it will be easy now as I have an array of anchors on the playroom ceiling, so all I need is a small rope winch or three.

 

It will be interesting to see how it performs when tied in my sling a resonable 110lb (50Kg) weight, it should react inertially, like a real bound slave.

I was thinking of calling it 'Tom'.  Under the hood and gear, it could be any Tom, Dick or Harry that's bound and gagged.

 

 

3 years ago. April 28, 2021 at 7:14 PM

Not much progress, but an update nonetheless.

I can't fit the playroom floor down (3mm rubber on top of 3mm marine plywood) until the plumbing has been done, as some of the floor has to come up to get pipes in for a new central heating system and the corner shower.

The bathroom next door to the playroom is also getting ripped out and replaced with a larger bath more suitable for my disabled husband (and wet play).

The heating installation and bathroom refit can't be started until I complete the sale of our old house which should be early June.

 

By autumn, I hope to have the corner shower installed and a sealed rubber floor put down in the playroom.

Once that is complete, I'll have to make a final decision on what I'm going to do for a bed.

3 years ago. March 23, 2021 at 9:51 PM

I have ordered the rubber flooring for the playroom.  3mm thick black rubber, round 'penny' design (I thought it easier to mop up fluids from this design rather than the 'checkerplate' design).  It comes in 1.5m wide strips.

Measuring the floor area, ignoring the shower, the floor measures 272cm x 338cm.

Allowing for the rubber to run up the skirting boards too, I'll add 10cm all round, so that's 292cm x 358cm.

I have ordered two strips, 150cm wide by 400cm long, so fitted side-by-side, that gives up to 300cm x 400cm - perfect.

The floor is currently bare floorboards, so my plan is to screw sheets of 3mm waterproof plywood down over the boards to give a smooth surface and a layer of noise attenuation, then glue the rubber into place on the plywood.

The whole idea is to protect the lounge below from play involving body fluids, and make any clean-up easier.

I'll fit the rubber floor down first, all round the room into all the corners and up the skirtings, then the shower tray can sit on it in the corner and get plumbed in when the bathroom gets replaced soon.