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Fetishist's Journey and the new Drone.

Gay male 49, and been with my man for 26 years currently.
I have autism, am heavily into Gear (clothing) fetishes, BDSM, sex and orgasms.
My sex and gear addictions led me to cheat on my man many times over the years and I have had therapy which helped me straighten things out in my head.
My husband is now disabled and terminally ill, and has allowed me to indulge my needs and desires as long as I don’t cheat again.
I am converting our spare room into my own BDSM playroom which will be fully kitted out. I already have the gear, sling, chains, etc... and I have built a bondage style bed frame with tie-downs, and will make it a cage underneath.
My new 'drone' has arrived and taken up it's role to satisfy my sexual and fetish needs.
My 'drone' will always be fully clothed with appropriate accessories.
It's 'outfits' will include: bike leathers, flight suits/overalls, rubber gimp/pup outfits, motocross armoured gear, scally/chav (shiny trakkies), skinhead (bleachers and bomber jacket) , lycra running/cycling gear, and many more.
Accessories include (where appropriate), footwear, gloves, hats, harnesses, gags, hoods, cuffs, plugs, helmets, etc.....
3 years ago. February 28, 2021 at 12:06 PM

New journey to indulge my needs, desires and fantasies.

I have always been into lots of fetishes and kinks.

I have a HUGE gear collection from bike leathers and motocross armour, combats and army equipment, tracksuits (scally gear) footy kit, rubber, pvc, nylon, hi-viz, bomber jackets, shiny jackets, ski suits, wetsuits, and more than I could list.

My attic is converted to house my collection and has over 1000 items on hangers plus helmets, boots, gloves, and all accessories necessary to play in FULL GEAR.  I don’t like bare skin showing.  My man always found it strange, but it’s a fetish.
I love sex in full gear masturbating in gear, bath or shower in gear and sleeping in gear.
I like multiple orgasms, milking, fisting, piss, snogging, snowballing and so much more.

since my travel down this new path started, about a week ago, I have slept fully clothed every night.

last night I kitted up in Black trackies (Lycra running tights and top under down jacket and trousers under thin waterproof trousers and jacket, then topped with an Adidas chile hooded gilet. Boxing boots and baseball cap on, all hoods up in order and then black leather unlined bike gloves on).  I filled the bath with warm j-lube, poppers at hand and I spent a happy hour playing in lube.  I think I had 3 orgasms during the session.

My man has accepted that I need to satisfy my desires but doesn’t want to watch or see what I’m doing.

I Do have issues expressing my feelings due to my autism. I accept facts readily and move on without dwelling on the past.

My plan now is to buy myself a life-size male sex doll - the type with articulated metal skeletons, proper weight, standable, dressable, fully positionable, and most of all: fuckable.

Jack in the box -
Thank you for sharing Mr Dan,
And welcome. 👍
3 years ago

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