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Fetishist's Journey and the new Drone.

Gay male 49, and been with my man for 26 years currently.
I have autism, am heavily into Gear (clothing) fetishes, BDSM, sex and orgasms.
My sex and gear addictions led me to cheat on my man many times over the years and I have had therapy which helped me straighten things out in my head.
My husband is now disabled and terminally ill, and has allowed me to indulge my needs and desires as long as I don’t cheat again.
I am converting our spare room into my own BDSM playroom which will be fully kitted out. I already have the gear, sling, chains, etc... and I have built a bondage style bed frame with tie-downs, and will make it a cage underneath.
My new 'drone' has arrived and taken up it's role to satisfy my sexual and fetish needs.
My 'drone' will always be fully clothed with appropriate accessories.
It's 'outfits' will include: bike leathers, flight suits/overalls, rubber gimp/pup outfits, motocross armoured gear, scally/chav (shiny trakkies), skinhead (bleachers and bomber jacket) , lycra running/cycling gear, and many more.
Accessories include (where appropriate), footwear, gloves, hats, harnesses, gags, hoods, cuffs, plugs, helmets, etc.....
4 years ago. Tuesday, March 2, 2021 at 3:18 AM

My new playroom is progressing albeit slowly.  I have started the first coat of maroon paint over the dark blue undercoat. Once the second coat is complete it should be a nice and even colour all through.

The ceiling is getting wooden beams (stained black) screwed up along the joists and will be fitted with anchor points (eye plates) every foot or so along each one to give me as many sling and suspension options as I want around the room.

I have also decided on which sex doll I want to get (start with.......)

Spartanlover.com do a doll called Chase.  He's 5'3", fully articulated metal skeleton and TPE skin.  The anal and oral cavities are tight, ribbed and 8" deep.  He weighs in at 99lb (7st) so he is heavy but I wouldn't want a light doll, and he will probably spend most of his time in my sling anyway.

He is able to stand on his own, fully poseable and I will always have him fully dressed in gear that activates my fetish triggers, even during use.

I will get two penises with him.  A 7.5" hard and a 4" flaccid.

Cost is just under $2000.

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