Hello Everyone, I know I have not posted in a while. Life has gotten in the way, which is actually the reason for this post. I lead a pretty crazy life with a lot of stress and responsibility involved with it, as I know most of us to do. When I find myself overwhelmed and stressed, I also find myself struggling to keep my right mindset. I find myself not following protocols and rules as I should. I can feel the mindset shifting, and when this happens, I also find myself getting lost due to losing that connection with my slave mindset. It is a funny thing our mindset; I don't think some realize how much we are connected to it until it starts to shift.
For me, when it does start to shift, I start to question everything, Am I enough? Why can't I handle everything? What am I doing wrong? I am letting my Master down. I am not meeting His needs. Am I a good slave? I am an overthinker due to my psychology background, which makes everything worse because then I start to analyze each of those questions in depth. I also don't want anyone to know I am struggling because I always want to appear strong and pulled together. Yes, this is something I am working on fixing. However, this causes even more issues due to the fact I am not reaching out for help.
My question to all of you is; have you ever experienced this, the losing connection with the lifestyle mindset, and how do you deal with this? I ask this because I am hoping that I am not the only one who experiences this, and I am trying to be open about how I am feeling to help others may be and learn more strategies from others.
