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Murmurations of Me

As much as being a sub courses through my veins, I have this other-worldly yearning to try and explain what all of this is doing to me... So I’m going to try, day by day, to put my scrambled thoughts into written words in the hope I find my own clarity...
3 years ago. July 23, 2021 at 5:22 PM

I sat here on my couch last night with the windows and doors open in the hopes of cooling me down a little. A long day in a hot kitchen, aching legs and feet, thingy back, and omg the heat.... All I wanted was a little respite, just one night of cool air washing over me to let me sleep, and I was oh so hopeful for that with the glorious wind gusting through my home. 

Petulance came first, I wanted to stay up but knew I was back at it early this morning, yet I still felt like stomping my feet and just not going to bed lol. I should have gone sooner... I eventually gave up tossing and turning upstairs, even the wind was too hot. I tried reading, I tried gazing out the window at a star-filled sky... it was just too hot.

So down I came, my comfy sofa a little cooler, a guinea pig for company who clearly thought ridiculous-o’clock was the perfect time to demand more food! I opened the blinds, and there was the answer to it all - there’s a full moon coming.... it was huge, bright, shining like the sun and daring me to close the blinds again to find the darkness that my soul was missing a little of to get some sleep. I blame the moon, and I have another two nights of this before it leaves again...!

 

So whatever I say or do for the next two days, I take no blame for whatsoever lol. My body and mind are not my own when Luna comes to play...  

 

Well, my warm hug is finished now. I suppose it’s time for me to go find my other mistress (the sea) to cool the blood a little before I do some serious damage! 

MLP

SweetSirRendering​(sub female) - i found delight in each word. the pull of the moon is strong :) succumb!
3 years ago

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