I’ve been gone too long… So I’ve taken my time out to heal, truly heal and find belief once more in the male of the species. What came as an unexpected surprise in this time was how much I need to thank the ones who made me need that very time not for forgiveness, but for acceptance - acceptance of myself. And so, I dedicate this blog to you:
To the one that pushed me too far to the point I had sub drop for days and never even asked if I was ok, thank you.
To the one who altered my own moral compass to the point no magnetic field could ever fix it (me) again, thank you.
To the one who who belittled my sense of self, my sense of who I believe myself to be, thank you.
To the one who faked his own death and let me grieve for him to the point I was refused entry having paid for flights and accommodation only to be told “no such person has died” after six hours of interviews, thank you. (Glad to see you created a new profile btw!)
To the one who said he was separated but is actually planning the next phase of his life with his darling wife, thank you. (Finding out on Facebook was an added bonus!)
To the world’s most indecisive Dom I have ever come across who foisted not only my own decisions back on me but also his own, thank you.
To the one who spammed my inbox to overflowing with utter drivel turning to degradation when you didn’t get an immediate response, thank you.
To the one at the outset who chose me as his newest toy to play with for self-gratification knowing damn full well I wasn’t a unicorn for his lifestyle but fed on my own frenzy, thank you.
To the rest, thank you.
I am me now because of you. I was once someone who just wanted to be herself. I am now a woman who knows herself. Thank you.
Much love,
MLP
Thank you
