Never afraid to speak my mind

There's always the feeling of being tamed by a dom but what if, being the crazy-ass bratty submissive I am may cause his patience to run out? It has always been on my mind. I am an exhibitionist at heart and I enjoy showing off how sexy and curvy I am. But then I question myself whether I am good enough for his love or will he be honest with me? Those thoughts always run in my mind. The craziest part is, it's hard to get a man to have a decent conversation without mentioning how good I look. Would like to have a decent conversation for once. What can a woman do to get one? 

p.s. I experience this outside of here. Off the net