Never afraid to speak my mind

Just reflecting on how things changed from celebrating my sweet 25 to having my queen(my mother) hospitalized. I was worried for days on end not hearing her voice or not being able to face time her . I cried and cried because I realised how sudden things change. There are times in live we regret telling others we love and appreciate them although sometimes they maybe the biggest pain in the butt. After days of trying to hear my queens voice ,(my mother ) I finally did . She was crying her heart out telling me how she misses me and my siblings. I wanted to cry but I had to be strong not only for her but for my family . Although she is recovering ,I am also programming myself Incase everything goes down hill. I miss her constant complaining of me not doing things her way or organizing things the way she would do it . I miss her constant nagging and most importantly her words of wisdom. She is a fighter that I am aware of but a softee at heart she cries for everything and for that I am grateful for her . It's been a crazy week so far. Just hoping to see her again