Never afraid to speak my mind

Have you ever sat there and someone specific comes to mind? Someone you have not heard from in a while but when he appears you feel nervous but happy . To be honest that's the feeling I have been experiencing when a certain someone appears. I which I could see his face and hear his voice . Just getting a command from him would be just enough. Lately he has been invading my dreams and most nights I wake up panting . Craving for his touch .I he commands anything I am willing to obey .. But the saddest thing is he doesn't know how I feel towards him and I am afraid of his reaction . I wish I could master up the courage to say how I feel then maybe ....A girl can dream ... that she can