Rose's Thorns.

This may sound depressing but to me its the exact opposit... 

The bitch is back, heart thats turned to stone, teeth that are sharp if you get too close... 

my one and only priority is me. 

high heels with pencil skirts and looking over my glasses in such a way that would make you squirm. 

Be careful you dont get too close i bite ;) 

 The word bitch is only one im to use. Its a powerful word to me and an important one. 

 any other fucker who wants to challange me on that is welcome to get there arse owned...  *smiles evily.. ridding crop in hand, wearing a pencil skirt with heels, whiskey on the rocks on the side... 

im quite happy to eat you alive 

for anyone who thinks or says this isnt submissive...

1, i didnt ask, need or want your opinion.

2, go educate yourself as its not in my interest to do so. 

When you have been single for a while about 2 yrs in my case and your discussing things online with others who have similar interests it becomes painful like a yearning, im curious if this is just me or happens to others? Despite this i know im not ready for a relationship in some ways so stay away from them (currently working out how to take my ad down) as lovely as it would be even if i find someone with similar interests it wouldnt happen as im not avalible. Just curious if any other subs have the same experiance as me when they have been out of the lifestyle for a while. 

something i have noticed more and more both in BDSM and Vanilla land, some people tend to think there opinion is the only one that is valid. The need to talk over and shout there opinions at others as a sense of entitlement, im right your wrong and here is a list of reasons why. One day it would be lovely to not be shouted over or belitteled for my own opinion. I find this is part of being a woman sometimes lets be frank its fucking exhusting, when others disagree your getting told that your not how they assumed you where, and thats your fault rather than the fact they have created an image of you that doesnt fit, doesnt seem to be far behind. As a sub, the question of topping from the bottom or what would a sub know is often the equivilent. It would be a lovely change for my opinion to be acepted as my opinion, each to there own. Im tired of having to defend my own opinions on things from people who constantly think the fact they have a dick means they are right. Im happy with who i am, what i think and belive in and i have no idea why that can not be accepted by some people. I dont force my opinions on others, even if i put my opinion forward it is mine i dont expect people to agree yet... that seems to be the other side of the coin. Im not saying everyone is like this but in my experiance 90% of the time seems to be this way at the moment, Its hard when you are constantly challenged, especially when you know it wont change, its like a broken record. Nothing ever changes and put simply im tired. xxx

There was a king and queen. The queen had heard of an angry ogre coming to the castle and knew her king would ride out, she feared for him. The queen mislead the king and as he journeyd away back to his kingdom the ogre was still coming, with the reasurance that her beloved king was back safe in his own kingdom the queen put her amour on and rode out to defeat the ogre, just as the king was riding back he could see what was about to take place. But now her King was safe she felt no fear. 

its such an adictive quality for a masochist *smiles evily 

enjoy the ride while your lucky enough to be here. x

There is no such thing as regrets, just lessons learned and personal growth. 

Life is for living, it is an oxymoron in its self, each cell dies and shortens... yet life is for living, take advantage while your lucky enough to be here x  

 Do what you like and want to do (providing no harm ect) and well... say fuck you anyone else who doesnt get it. 

Dye your hair blue, wear the dress thats too short or too long, go and get that tattoo... :) 

collect memories they are the only things that last x

Tonight sucked... not the fun kind either god i wish i could drink like i used to... i hate dating in vanilla land.. the can i see your tits... even just the brief thought of 'well if it gets you to leave' ... i really hate it. One night stand land... *bangs head against door... (not the fun kind either) NO ONE GETS DONT TOUCH MY RIBS!!!! :(

who ever said time heals all fucking lied, i dont care who what or when... its a lie mainly to tell ourselves it will be fine, thats not to say we dont move forward we do. Tonight really fucking hurts. 

I can say it on here but i havent been able to in vanilla land, my last Dom and partner in life was about two years ago now. Many thought he turned into a dick in vanilla land, the truth is he was a lovely man who was having really bad crisis i had to walk before i was hurt and i dont mean metaphorically, there was an acutal knife. I wonder sometimes if im going to hear how he passed away, tonight is a really tough one. Not many understand the dynanamic and bond thats built up. I wouldnt go back as we grew apart but it would be nice to know that he is okay and im not going to hear that he passed away and that is the life of mental masochism... it never goes. 

Even if you do speak up and try and get help, many dont beilve you purely becuase he is a guy x

There is only one type of cage that i would walk into... willingly. 

Its also not the one a legal contract, vows and rings represent ;) 

(just my view point)