4 years ago. April 13, 2020 at 1:07 PM
Craving input. As it screams get the cane the paddle anything... meanwhile im sat at the computer trying to type without smacking my head against my desk (at home). Going to get a cuppa i thump the living shit out of my thighs. I feel about 10% better that was after the cane. Im still craving the input. Wish i could go boxing and punch the shit out of a boxing bag just to feel the ache but nope. That was yesterday.... thing it the cane and paddle on yourself isn't the same. Feel like i want to scream. All i want is to go boxing but nope. Odd isn't it i might need to revisit the concept of masochism. Lol. In the meantime i hope the thumps to my thighs are enough.
