Im stood at the bar, while you go round and talk to others. Casting the occasional glace at me, you know that look, the one that makes me think you havent eaten in weeks. Going about your buisness and talking to all of these others who i have never met, i walk over catching your eye. I stand just beside you and smile politly at the others, listening to the conversation. I ask if anyone would like a drink and catch your eye... you see a hint of the devil thats inside. I do this for the next two hours every so often showing you the thoughts running through my mind with a look.
We go to leave and you take my hand and open the door for me, i say ' thank you'. For a moment you let the farcade slip, 'you wont be thanking me latter on'. Your eyes shine momenterally before you chain the beast back up.
The car ride home is a quiet one, you can feel the tention in the air.
I lean over and whisper 'why'...
Both of us are sat in the back of a taxi, trying our best to behave...
I turn so my back is to the driver and stare into your eyes with a fire buring in them and raise my eyebrow...
You have to swollow the erge to spank me and fuck me right there and yes im seriously loving toying with you like this.
I face the front and act like nothing has happened.
brusing some hair of my face, you let em know i will pay for that when we get back, your shoulders are squared back straight.
walking through the front door, you sit down and a smile falls over your face,
i may have gone a bit far this time... oops
the door closes and your whole stance has changed you lean over me, backing me into a wall... i am your bait tonight and very happy about it too.
There is no need to tell me to kneel, your body language does that for you, your not happy either.
bending down you wisper to me in a harsh tone 'not yet, get up and bend over, someone has been really rude this evening, teasing and ignoring me' I can hear his voice soften very slightly, in the last few words, i think few i havent pushed too far just enough.
i bend over the end of the sofa, i can feel the fabric against my soft skin. A hand softly glides over the surface, something feels off before i know it THWAK... using both left and right hands had thrown me off, i ened up moving forward on the sofa. leaning forward and softly whispering 'if you dont keep still, it will just take longer and i have all night...' i can feel my body reacting to his voice, you can see me melt, 'ohhh really?, well you will be waiting a while for that. ' Thwak...
my mind starts to empty and i relax a little,
Thwak, this time its a little lower and i bite the inside of my mouth to stop myself from moaning... try not to give the game away 😉 i can taste blood... you nudge my legs apart so most of my weight is on the arm of the sofa, softly leaning in, i can feel a bit of your weight, whispering 'dont move' you walk off and i can hear the draws opening in the bedroom.
At this point, i am in submissive mode, not yet is sub space but on the edge of it. Not able to move agaisnt his comands and wanting more but also very alert and wondering what the hell im doing as my head isnt yet fully quietened... he is fully aware of this and left me and my very masochistic mind to play roulette while going to find some thing that will help.
I hear but cant see him come back, before i know it i can feel somthing smooth but textured against my skin... its a.... Thwak... yep a spiked weighted paddle (contrary to other opinions, i find the fact its weighted that to me its more brutal), i can hear his breathing change Thwak.. this time i let a half moan half muffled scream leave my mouth, i desperatly try to find something to bite.
I cant hide anything.... between his deep shallow breaths 'hands behind your back now' i know better that to disobay at this point. damn
Thwak, this time with the smooth side, i cant stop the moans anymore.
His hands glide over my skin checking how warm my skin is through the fabric.
Moving round to face me, looking me in the eyes, or trys my head is buryed in the sofa 'you like being here and being mine' Ive gone mute now so just nod with my head stil buryed. Leaning in, 'i care and love you, so you will do me the curtusy of looking at me when i speak to you, understood'
I reluctantly look up at you, your trying to check on me i dont make this easy. (i have never made this easy, i dont do well in vulnerable positions and right now i am)
After beiefly kissing me on the lips, you move back around and put your hands over my backside and lift up my dress the fabric rubbing on me is an odd sensation. This time you use your hand thwak agaist my skin and again moving it around, thwak, thwak.
'You can refuse it all you like, but your enjouing this arent you'
I dont respond just wishing i could stop myself from moaning.
The paddle comes back out along with a cat o nine tails and after three smacks of the paddle (raised side) the cat o nine tails glides over the area, again and again making a criss cross pattern against my skin, ive now given up caring about my moans.
A few more strikes of the raised paddle with each one i cant stop myself from moaning, i can feel my body reacting as im wet enough its dripping down my legs. I no longer care or give a shit of what i look like... with one exception... im surprised as i feel a tounge gliding up my thigh followed by bites, i give in, i can tell i will have bite marks all up my thighs the next day.
taking my hand and leading me into the bedroom, is followed by at least two hours of making me beg and seeing how big you can make the wet patch in our bed, followed by scratches all down your back and bite marks all over my chest and your shoulders and pleasurable screams, while more bed boards break under us.
Before wrapping your arms around me as i melt into your arms whispering into my ear that you love me, i feel both saited, cared for loved and safe, i turn around and whisper in your ear, ' im yours and only yours, i love you too' every one of my muscles relax in his arms here there is no need to me to be tense or alert, including when he kisses or strokes my ribs, i melt... i belong to him and thats all there is to it. Before falling asleep.
