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Rose's Thorns.

A general pondering.
3 years ago. November 5, 2020 at 12:24 AM

This isn't BDSM related but i don't think i can put it anywhere else. 

Today ive genuinely had to convince my family that im not going to die.... yes they are that convinced because im 'Vulnerable' and im not on about being sensible, this was just weird. 

Apparently i shouldn't be alive because i have chronic conditions and have already had it .... 

According to family members me and my Dr are lying because if i had it i would be dead. 

I know its awful but when someone genuinely can't work out how im still alive and starts calling me all sorts its a bit well weird.... 

Then apparently im awful for even saying im okay afterwards because so many have died and im being disrespectful (it was a conversation about how we are both doing as uncle and niece, just cos i go im okay doesn't mean i don't care). 

I can't even go into the lists of items you are and aren't allowed to buy because they aren't sanctioned to be safe..... my nan genuinely thought buying Christmas cards (Already in the shop to buy food) or the lad riding a bike outside would kill her. 

I just can't. 

There is being sensible and safe and then there is this ..... trying to reassure them im fine turns into a conversation of how i don't care and Christmas cards will kill them ..... a comedian is likely taking notes somewhere :)

I know its odd but hope its okay to share on here x

Ingénue{VK} - Fomites. Evidence. These things not helpful?
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Thanks Ing, i have tried and i just get called all sorts. Even with fact and trying to reassure like everyone does, im lying, im making stuff up, i should be dead. Does it suck yes, is it crap yes, being sensible yes being scared no. Xxx
I survived organ failure twice.... im good. Important thing is to enjoy life while it is here x
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Amazed me how ive lied, statistics, my Dr and general survival rates have all lied cos i should be dead ..... didn't seem to grasp i was the person they were talking to facepalm logic. I get be scared but thats why your sensible. Being that scared isn't, even attacked my friend too cos she should be dead too
3 years ago
WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - I hear you. "Fear is the mind killer" a quote from Dune. Remember to breath. "hugs" We are all scared and stressed, and we will make it, i am sure you will.
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Thanks, im okay but im not so sure about family members when buy a card is that deadly .... ironically the birthday card was fine *eye roll*
3 years ago
WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - You are welcome.
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - So update, family is Wales im in England. Lockdown apparently ends in Wales soon but they still can't leave Wales (some areas you have to go into England so you can shop for food) and as they come out thats right England have lockdown...... so im a little gutted i can't see them.

On the plus side i now have signs telling me how to behave around others put up by the building management company.... only one person can get in the lift *eye roll*, how about suggesting they use hand sanitizer instead of posters and letters to everyone shouting at them.
3 years ago

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