Trying to find someone who 'gets' you is a difficult thing to do anyway, when your into this lifestyle for some reason all the idiots suddenly think your litterally a fuck toy. I cant wait for the next person to come along and actually know who i am as a person. This isnt what BDSM is about if you feeling 'lonely' which seems to be guy code for horny ??? Then go and watch some porn, im not here to make you feel better, im a human being and a person not a fuck toy. There are so many fakes out there, i miss being with someone who actually knows me as a person, not messages me with 'are you free can i come over ?' because then want to get laid, then when i say no has a temper tantrum as i mentioned im not doing anything... Just becuse im not doing anything doesnt mean im free for you. Im entitled to have my own space and time to myself (It is 2018 right ?) I actually used the phrase 'my life doesnt revolve around your dick...' I NEVER thought i would ever have said this sentance. Do Doms have similar issues when trying to find subs ?
Putting across that im making you 'beg' like a dog because i said no.... Your an adult man and have fee will... your choosing to ask constantly instead of acepting NO as an answer, that isnt my issue or problem, its yours. Your the one choosing to beg and constantly ask guess what ? if you acepted my awnswer NO then you wouldnt be 'begging' facepalm logic at its best. Saying im making you beg is just a way to excuse yourself for your own behaviour as you dont like it, pushing it onto someone else as its there responsibility and there fault makes it easier right ? ....
I am a sub not a door mat, im also a person a human and have my own life and free will.
Dom's is this how things are for you ? is this something you also experiance ?
